Riding the Wheel of If
Episode Two
Being ready and expecting the
'reality' transfer did not make it any easier. Obi-Wan managed to only fall to
one knee this time, gasping in reaction to the intense feelings. He remembered
to turn off his 'saber before looking around and getting his bearings.
Still woozy, he thought for a
moment he hadn't gone anywhere. He still stood in front of the fountain in the
garden. But then the changes dawned on him. The fountain was not running, and
in fact the statuary was broken - blasted off. There were scorch marks in the
ground and the acrid smell of burning pervaded, and the sky... oh, the sky...
The normally bustling sky of
Coruscant was nearly empty. Instead of pleasure skimmers, skyhoppers, buses and
private couriers, there were battle droids and heavily armed, ominous-looking
weapon platforms. A sudden noise - screaming followed by the unmistakable sound
of lightsabers deflecting blaster bolts - made him whirl.
To avoid the chance of
igniting his 'saber, Obi-Wan clipped it to his belt and stealthily moved
towards the sounds of conflict. Just inside the large double doors a pitched
battle was taking place... and Obi-Wan was on the wrong side. From his vantage
point, he could see the backs of droid destroyers and black-robed,
lightsaber-wielding humanoids fighting Jedi Padawans and Knights. Several of
the Jedi were on the floor, unconscious or dead.
Ducking behind a pillar,
Obi-Wan pulled his Master's 'saber out of his pack. Before he could ignite it,
the Force nudged him. He looked up to surprise and be surprised by a young man
in black robes just entering the building, carrying a red lightsaber.
Who wore his face.
Obi-Wan managed to recover
first, and without thought slammed the butt of Qui-Gon's 'saber across his
doppelganger's face to knock him out. Picking up the dropped red 'saber, he
quickly dragged the body out of the doorway and around the corner.
Off to the side of the garden,
there was a little door, a gardener's shed, very small. Obi-Wan remembered it
well; he had hidden there when he was a child and fallen asleep. It had taken
half the creche masters to find him. It was here that he dragged the person
with his face, closing the door behind them and locking it with a touch of the
Force.
The room was very, very small,
and crowded with gardening implements. Obi-Wan propped his unconscious prisoner
up against the wall and squatted at his knees, examining him. Aside from a few
cosmetic differences, the young man was him, same face, body, everything. The
hair was longer and worn in a strange, partially shaved pattern, and his aura
felt... well, it felt oily. Very much the same way the Sith had felt on Naboo.
And the red 'saber positively radiated hatred and evil.
// How is this possible? //
Obi-Wan wondered to himself. // I simply can't see myself turning like this. //
Sitting all the way down and calming himself, Obi-Wan slipped into a light
trance to seek his path in the Force. If this boy was part of an invasion of
Sith into the
After a moment, he slipped the
black cape off the slender shoulders and slung it over his own clothing. Using
some gardening twine to bind his captive's hands and legs, he also tore a strip
of cloth from his clothing to gag him as well. With a gardening trowel, he
cracked the casing of the red 'saber and destroyed the gems powering it.
He slipped from the shed and
moved back to the main door, still hearing sounds of combat, but more distant
now. The Knights and Padawans must be falling back, regrouping. He hurried down
the hall, keeping his Force senses at their most alert, and so came upon the
battle once more from behind. There were two droid destroyers still standing,
and the Jedi were becoming exhausted and desperate.
Wrapping the black cloak
tightly around him, and holding the green 'saber ready but not lit, he stalked
up behind the destroyers as if he belonged there. The other fighters and the droids
ignored him as one of theirs... until he reached one of the destroyers, on its
unshielded side. Quickly powering up the 'saber, he used it to smash the thing
in two, then whirled before anyone could react and did the same with the other
droid. By then, the live fighters realized he was not one of their own and
moved to attack. But without the shielded destroyers in the picture, the Jedi
moved rapidly up and attacked as well. It was over quickly, the Sith lying in
various bloody pieces on the fine marble of the
"OBI!" One of the
Knights gasped, panting for breath. It was Bant, who was suddenly embracing him
tightly, kissing him passionately. "Oh, Force, you got out! Thank the
gods."
He hugged her back briefly,
but pulled away. "Bant... it's a long story, but I'm not the Obi-Wan you
think I am. Where... you said, I 'got out'... from where? And where's Master
Jinn?"
She drew back, surprise and
consternation on her face, and unconsciously reached for her 'saber.
"You... you're not one of those clones are you? No. You don't feel like
them... what are you talking about Obi? You know Master Jinn died with the
other Councilors over a month ago. What's wrong with you? Did they hurt you? By
the Force..." The young woman was trembling in reaction and exhaustion.
Obi-Wan closed his eyes and
swallowed back his disappointed amusement. // On the Council, my Master? //
"Look. It's a long story. Clones, you said? I found a guy with my face...
it's where I got this cloak. He's tied up in the gardener's shed outside. Thank
the Force, for a minute there I thought I had turned in this reality. What's
happening here? Just - just fill me in as if I were a new Knight coming into
the
Bant looked totally confused,
but finally exhaustion won out. "Fine. Whatever. Take me to this Sithspawn
you captured, we'll get it inside. I need to secure the compound again."
While they did that, Bant kept
flashing her friend curious glances. He looked like Obi-Wan, sounded, moved,
behaved like Obi-Wan, but he didn't quite feel like her oldest friend. The
Sith, when they found him, was awake and nearly frothing at the mouth in rage.
Obi-Wan disliked being near him, but managed to overcome his revulsion and
helped Bant carry the thing inside, securing the doors after them.
They went through multiple
security checkpoints on their way to their destination, which turned out to be
the Grand Arena, deep in the heart of the
She looked at him and frowned.
"This is IT, Obi. Remem... oh, forget about it. Let's go see Councilor
Gallia. She'll know what to do."
And so it was a highly
confused Bant who finally deposited her side of the burden on the floor before
a small desk. Adi Gallia looked up as they approached, then smiled when she saw
Obi-Wan. "Knight Kenobi! Last I had heard you were captured. I am very
glad to see you alive and whole."
"He claims not to be
Obi-Wan, Adi," Bant said, straightening slowly and painfully. "At
least, that's what he says. I don't understand any of it."
Looking down at his prisoner,
Obi-Wan said, "Can we talk? Somewhere private? I have much to say."
Puzzled and alarmed, the
Councilor motioned for two Padawans to come and carry away the Sith clone, then
had Bant and Obi-Wan sit before her, in a space that was partitioned off by
wooden stands. The two women sat silently while Obi-Wan told them his story,
their faces proceeding from wary puzzlement through skepticism and shock,
despair and finally acceptance. Bant especially was upset, once the reality of
the situation sank in.
"Then Obi-Wan... my
Obi... is still gone," she said, near tears. Reading her aura, Obi-Wan
could tell she was near the end of her rope, in terms of exhaustion and nerves.
He reached out to hug her, but she gently pulled away.
"I'm sorry, Bant,"
he whispered. Looking over his friend's shoulder to the Councilor, he said,
"Let me help. Perhaps I can figure out how to get him out of... wherever
he is. You still haven't explained to me, what's happened here? When did all
this start... and where's the Council?"
Closing her eyes and taking a
deep breath,
She stood and began walking
randomly about the small space. "We had been losing power for years, the
Senate had been cutting our funding, refusing us transport privileges, all
sorts of little digs. But the bomb... that well-nigh annihilated us. I was in
the infirmary at the time, my Padawan was ill.. that was the only reason I was
not in the chamber. I am the only remaining Councilor... Yoda, Qui-Gon, Mace...
all of them, gone."
Obi-Wan winced at the mention
of his Master, and the lovely woman rested her hand on his shoulder in comfort.
// I should be comforting her, // he thought to himself guiltily. "None of
this had happened in my reality," he said, voice low. "We didn't even
know the Sith had risen again until that thing attacked us on Naboo. We still
don't know who was behind the attack."
Sitting back in shock, Obi-Wan
digested this information. Palpatine?! Palpatine from Naboo, Palpatine who
wouldn't fight the Trade Federation...It all made so much sense..."If only
I could get back to my reality..." he muttered.
"You can't?" Bant
asked, yawning despite herself.
"No. I have no idea how
it works. Master Windu thought perhaps it has something to do with the
crystals, but Master Yoda thought it might have been my mind-set when I built
it. All I know is, I turn it on, and I'm gone. But I still have Qui-Gon's
'saber with me." He swallowed. "It's all I have left of him, now. But
I'm going to find him... I have to find him... I will find him..."
Trailing off, he looked at the two women. "When was - was your Obi-Wan
captured? Do you know where he would have been held?"
"Yesterday," Bant
said, still staring at him in puzzlement. "There's a battalion station
about a klick from the
"Let me see if I can
infiltrate it. I can use the robe and clothes of the clone to sneak in. I might
be able to find out what happened to him, at least."
"Out of the question. You
can't go alone," Adi Gallia said sternly.
"One would have a better
chance of getting in than many. And besides," here he quirked a smile at
her, "I have a secret weapon. If I get close to being captured, I'll just
escape this reality."
Frowning, the woman stared at
him for a few moments, silent. Bant said, "Adi! You can't possibly intend
to let him go alone..."
"Bant. You are exhausted,
dear. I suggest you go lie down and get some sleep... AFTER you eat."
Smiling at the younger woman, she caressed her cheek. "Don't worry about
it. We'll think of something."
Scrubbing her face with one
hand, Bant nodded. "All right." Turning, she suddenly hugged Obi-Wan
tightly, who returned the embrace willingly. "I know you're not the one I
love," she whispered in his ear, "but right now I don't care. Please
don't get killed here, Obi."
Stunned by her words, he
merely nodded mutely and released her. She got to her feet and staggered out of
the make-shift office. Her words swirled around in Obi-Wan's head.
"They... they're
lovers?" He asked
"I take it you are
somewhat surprised by this,"
Swallowing, Obi-Wan looked
down at his hands. "No. We... I was waiting until knighthood. To tell him.
But then..."
"But then it was too
late," she finished for him, her voice sympathetic. "If there is one
thing we have learned through this disaster, it is to live each day as it
comes. Let me tell you something." She took the chair Bant had vacated,
and leaned in closely to him. "You... I mean, Obi-Wan was one of the senior
Knights, believe it or not. We've lost so many... so very many. He got captured
trying to find us a transport off this Force-forsaken planet... we intend on
going to Dantooine or Yavin. But we need transport... here, well, we're pinned
down. You saw the battle, we go through that twice or three times a day
sometimes. Palpatine is merely playing with us, like a feline with a
rodent."
She drew a breath and
continued her sotto voce commentary. "Obi-Wan and I devised a plan to steal
a transport ship and move us all off planet. But he was captured before he
could return and report his success or failure to me.
"I won't lie to you,
Obi-Wan... Force, it seems odd to call you that, odder still to speak about you
AND you. Anyway. I won't lie to you. I need Obi-Wan back, I need to get a
transport off planet. Fast. We're running out of food, potable water, medical
supplies... everything. If Obi-Wan found a way, a ship, I need that
information. We won't last another month without it. I don't like it, but if
you're willing to try..."
It was obvious the situation
was grim and desperate, and Obi-Wan felt a strong desire to help. "Yes.
Get me all the information you can. It'll be dark soon, and I should have a
better chance."
"The guards are mostly
droids, you know, and you can't influence droids," she warned. "I'll
call Bundamen in here, she can brief you on the layout of the complex."
Pausing,
Looking down for a minute,
Obi-Wan thought. "I'm a Jedi," he finally whispered. "I would do
it out of duty... but..."
"Don't do this out of
guilt, Obi-Wan," she said quietly. "You've told me the story, but I
sense there's more to it than what you're letting on. It was the will of the
Force that your Master die. Here, as well as in your reality."
Struggling against the roiling
emotions in his gut and vehement denials on his tongue, Obi-Wan finally managed
to meet the beautiful woman's eyes. // She looks so much older than I remember,
// he thought, swallowing. "All right then. Duty, not guilt. Let me help
you. And let me help Bant. We may not have been lovers, but she was like my
sister. Let me help."
Smiling sadly,
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Knight Bundamen was quickly
briefed, and it was decided that the fewer Jedi that knew about the duplicate
Obi-Wans, the better. "To be frank," the little Bothan woman said,
with a jaunty but tired grin, "I don't think it'd matter much if you told
'em. I don't rightly understand or believe it myself!"
The battalion station was run
by droids, which would make it both harder and easier to get in. Harder, in
that droids could not be mind-whammied, but easier for the same reason; droids
had no Force sense. But it was unknown if any Sith were also stationed there.
"Obi-Wan had planned on breaking into the computer core and stealing the
whereabouts and security codes for a transport for us,"
The clone was another matter
entirely. Obi-Wan and the Councilor stood over the thrashing, foaming creature
and grimaced in disgust. The waves of dark energy coming from him - for all he
was wearing a Force dampening collar - were nearly overwhelming. Obi-Wan
reluctantly squatted near it, then fingered the dark clothing.
"I'll just take the pants
and the cloak. My boots can pass, and if I keep the cloak fastened and the hood
up, I should be all right."
"I don't like this,"
Both Jedi noted with distaste
the crisscrossing web of tiny scars that covered the clone's legs. At Obi-Wan's
look,
Within a few hours, all was
ready. Obi-Wan kept his satchel, hidden under the cloak, and clipped Qui-Gon's
'saber to his belt where he could reach it easily. His own 'saber he clipped to
his back, where he could reach it but not accidentally ignite it. And he
carried a third; Bant's 'saber, which she had pressed on him at the last
moment, merely saying, "For Obi." It was full dark by then, and with
a few whispered words of luck and last minute instructions, he was gone.
Being honest with himself,
Obi-Wan had to admit he felt more alive and Force aware than he had since
Qui-Gon died. This mission gave him a sense of purpose that he relished, and
the added spice of danger just made it all the more exhilarating. // A Jedi
craves not these things, // he laughed to himself, ducking behind a smashed
statue and waiting for a patrol to pass. It was easier than it had been in
weeks for him to immerse himself within the Force, and the joy he felt at such
a touch sang along his nerves. He easily made it to the battalion station, and
studied the entrance.
The first thing he noted was
that there were Sith about, as well as droids. Well, that would only make it
more challenging, he reflected wryly, letting tendrils of the Force seep from
him like ground-hugging fog to examine the area. Quiet observation paid off, as
it allowed him to discover the password to enter the complex, and also gave him
a feel for the number of living beings within the rather large station. There
weren't many. And most had only a rudimentary Force sense. But there was one
shining Force beacon, dampened like a spotlight under a basket, deep in the
center of the complex. It had a disturbingly familiar signature.
Without further thought,
Obi-Wan left his concealed spot and strode across the open square to the main
entrance of the station. The droids on guard duty unerringly turned to him, but
let him pass without hindrance as he murmured the password. Once inside, he
concentrated on making himself unnoticeable, moving quickly towards his goal on
a round-about path, avoiding places where he might be met. Two levels down, in
a damp corner, he reached his goal, a tiny, locked cell. The ease with which he
traveled was beginning to disturb him, so he cast his Force sense out and
discovered a monitoring device.
Qui-Gon had taught him what to
do in situations like this. Gently, carefully, he allowed himself to use the
Force to unfocus the camera, slowly and carefully so that it would look like a
gradual failure of the device. When he was sure that only distorted 'snow'
would be picked up, he quickly forced open the door to the cell and hurried
within.
Huddled into a corner of the
room was a bruised and bloody figure, his clothes not much more than tatters. A
Force collar glittered about his neck. From the way he held his left arm, it
was obviously broken. Obi-Wan immediately moved to the figure and knelt next to
him. Weary, swollen, very familiar eyes came up to meet his, then widened in
shock.
"Wha--!"
"Shh," Obi-Wan said,
his voice a low murmur. He pulled Qui-Gon's 'saber out, ignited it, then dialed
it down to the lowest setting. "It's confusing. I'm not a clone. I'm
Obi-Wan Kenobi and I'm here to rescue you. Don't move."
The 'saber made quick work of
the Force collar, and Obi-Wan threw it away from himself in disgust. "The
surveillance camera is disabled, and knowing droids it won't take them long to
come to see why. We need to go NOW... they'll be on us before we can breathe.
I'm sorry there's no time to explain. Can you stand?"
Nodding mutely, eyes still
wide in shock, the other Obi-Wan allowed his rescuer to help him up, never once
taking his eyes from the other man. Tentatively, he pushed the black hood back
and Obi-Wan could feel a Force probe slide through him. He allowed it,
consciously dropping his shields, knowing instinctively this would be the best
way to convince the other man of his sincerity. // It would convince me anyway,
// he thought wryly, then pulled Bant's 'saber out. "Bant wanted you to
have this. You may have to use it yet. Right now, let's move."
That last gesture galvanized
his alter ego. Looking back up, he whispered, "I want a full explanation
when we get out of here. But for now, we're gone."
Nodding, Obi-Wan helped the
other man secure his broken arm quickly, then said, "Let me go
first."
Aware that their time was severely
limited, the two men hurried as fast as they were able to through the complex,
but had only made it just over half way when the alarm was raised.
"Fuck," Obi-wan muttered, ducking back around a corner away from the
clanking heels of a droid patrol. Darting his companion a look, Obi-Wan tried
something desperate. // Can you hear me? // he projected tightly.
Startled, the other man
replied in awe. // Yes. You really are me aren't you? //
Snorting, half in wry humor
and half in desperation, Obi-Wan replied, // No. I'm me. But apparently you are
too. Can you fight? //
One eye was partially swollen
shut and his face was a mass of bruises; his left arm was broken along with
several fingers and he felt as though he might have a concussion and some broken
ribs. But gray-green eyes danced in mirth at the answer and the question as he
replied // Not only can I fight, I can run. Let's get the hell out of here,
shall we? //
// Sounds good to me. Take the
right? //
// Go, brother. //
Not even when fighting with
Qui-Gon had Obi-Wan felt such connection to a partner. It was quite literally
like having an extension of himself, a longer reach, another self. The two Jedi
went through the droid patrol like a hot knife through butter, then were
dashing to the exit, dodging and deflecting blaster bolts. Skidding around the
last corner, they were separated at opposite ends of a wide hall, pinned down
by a mass of droids at the entrance. Distantly, Obi-Wan was aware of Sith
boiling up from behind them; they would soon be pinned from behind as well as
from the front.
// I'll cover you, // the
injured man panted, cradling his broken arm in the tatters of his tunic. // You
go. Tell Adi...//
// Piss off, // Obi-Wan bit
back. // I'm not going ANYwhere without you. // He grinned at his doppelganger
from across the room. // Besides, Bant would never forgive me. Are you up to
one last dash? //
// Am I REALLY this obnoxious?
// The other Obi-Wan wondered, grinning back fiercely. // No wonder Bant thumps
me so much. On three then...//
But before he could get to
one, a disturbance outside the complex drew the droids' attention away from
them. A familiar Force signature drew both of their attention. // Adi! // the
other man panted, shocked. // And she's got others with her! We HAVE to make it
past these droids, now! //
Rapidly approaching Force
signatures convinced Obi-Wan to follow that order. Together, the two leapt
desperately across the open space, their 'sabers whirling. Obi-Wan could sense
his companion's flagging stamina and kept inching closer to him, protecting him
as best he could while clearing the hallway. Suddenly, they were outside.
Councilor Gallia had four Knights with her; Obi-Wan spotted her deep
purple-pink 'saber, held blade low in her characteristic fighting style,
cutting down droids and so deep in the Force that she shone like a star. They
fought their way to the others, then Obi-Wan gasped, "Sith! Coming up!
Let's go!"
Seven Jedi moved back to the
remains of the
Obi-Wan ended up carrying his
other self as adrenaline wore out and his injuries reasserted themselves. Once
in the Grand Arena, a bed was found and Bant appeared out of nowhere to cradle
her lover's head as the healers worked. "No... no time for this..."
the injured man ground out, as the healers tried to put him under.
"Obi..." Bant
murmured, smoothing his hair back.
"No, love, listen. Adi...
listen. I succeeded. I got the code... there's a transport... but he changes
the codes every three or four days. It has to be now..."
The healers were looking more
and more concerned. "We need to put you under, Knight Kenobi," one of
them said. "You're bleeding internally."
Obi-Wan shouldered his way
past the crowd around the cot and knelt at his other self's side. "Tell
me, brother," he murmured, and then reinforced it. // Tell me. I'll see it
gets done. //
Gratefully, the injured man's
eyes sagged shut and he opened his mind. Codes and information flooded into
Obi-Wan; he closed his eyes, sorting it out, then nodded. "I've got it.
Now sleep. Heal."
Quirking a smile, the prone
man said, "Full explanation. Remember."
Grinning back, Obi-Wan said,
"I remember." He backed away then, to allow the healers to work.
"You can read each
other?" She demanded.
"I tried it in the
complex, as a last ditch effort, and it worked," he replied, shrugging.
"It helped us survive. He showed me the codes... there's a transport down
for routine maintenance in a bay a couple of klicks away. I've got the access
codes, let's go get it and get you all out of here."
Shaking her head,
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It was a desperate move by a
desperate people; perhaps Palpatine didn't expect such boldness from a quarter
he had all but dismissed. But this new, audacious Obi-Wan who suddenly appeared
in their midst gave the Jedi new hope and gave them the impetus for one last
risky chance at freedom. They wasted no more time, they had none TO waste...
Adi Gallia and Obi-Wan led a commando raid that liberated the freighter that
very night and landed it on the last operating
Obi-Wan watched the last of it
being loaded, shaking his head in awe at the efficiency displayed.
"You need cover. I don't
want to go with you; I can escape another way." He shrugged. "Just
promise to tell... Obi-Wan... all about me. That's my only regret. I promised
him."
"I will. I promise."
She fell silent, looking at the eastern horizon which was beginning to pink
with dawn. "There are eighteen shells left in the big cannon on the
western wall," she said, after a moment. Use them all up. We won't be
needing them any more."
Suddenly, he was pulled into a
tight embrace, which he returned. "May the Force be with you, Master
Gallia," he murmured. She pulled back, wiping her eyes.
"And with you, Knight
Kenobi. I hope you find your peace." As she turned to go, she said,
"Fifteen minutes. Then begin."
Saluting her, he turned and
ran to the wall to mount the diversion that would allow the last of the Jedi to
escape. It was normally a long trip, but holes in the walls shortened it and
long before the fifteen minutes were up he was in place. He set the big mortar
cannon shells up to load automatically, and waited, watching carefully.
Suddenly, he was goosed by the
Force; something was happening. Allowing instinct to control him, he swiveled
the big gun until it was pointing along the wall, closer to the garden in which
he had first arrived. Something told him to fire, and he did...lighting up the
pre-dawn dusk with intense light and concussive sound. A second explosion told
the tale; a droid armored division had been approaching, seeking signs of
resistance, but the mortar round had stopped them.
All hell broke loose at that
point. He was attacked from several different points simultaneously, and he was
hard pressed to set the load and aim before firing. In the back of his mind, he
could sense the transport lifting, and silently wished them godspeed, not
pausing in his firing.
Finally, down to three shells,
he was prodded once again by the Force; he set the cannon to auto-destruct
mode, turned and ran with Force-enhanced speed out of the turret. He had barely
reached the inner wall to crouch behind a marble block before the gun, the
three last shells, and the forces that had finally breached the outer defense
blew in a tremendous blast that literally tore the entire western wall to
pieces.
But by then, he was gone; he
had ignited his 'saber and had vanished.
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