Wishful Thinking
~~~~~~~~~
Aura
wished she were anywhere but here.
It
was supposed to be her day off, but she'd known, somehow, that she'd be called
in. Everyone seemed to be coming down with the flu, and she'd figured it would only
be a matter of time before one of her colleagues went down for the count.
Of
course it would have to be the only day she'd managed to get off this week.
And
of course they'd need her to cover a boring press conference.
It
couldn't be anything exciting, like the newest celebrity to hit town, or even a
feature type piece on the fact that hundreds of Jedi were meeting in town for
the week. That was the true story, although no one really knew what they were
meeting about.
So
instead of sitting in a room full of potentially sinful eye-candy, she found
herself crowded against the back wall of a meeting room at city hall, waiting
for Senator Palpatine to grace the reporters and photographers with his
presence.
Gods,
why her? What did her boss have against her? Why couldn't he have broken
another reporter from a story to cover this?
She
sighed as she answered herself.
Because
it was a boring press conference and the reporters were hard at work on other
stories. The only reason she was there was because when a Senator called a
press conference, you were there.
No
matter what it was about.
Aura
tried to find a more comfortable position, motioning to her cameraman Doug to
get a clear shot of the podium. She sighed and shifted positions again as she
looked at the clock and noted the Senator was running late.
Just
great.
One
of the reportedly most powerful men in the galaxy couldn't even arrive on time
for his own press conference.
So
much for getting home in time to watch her favorite soap.
Suddenly
the door flew open and several tall figures entered the room.
Aura
turned her attention to the front of the room as an imposing figure approached
the podium. For some reason, a sense of foreboding came over her as the
Senator's strangely bright eyes seemed to connect with hers for a moment.
It
wasn't a nice feeling.
Pushing
the feeling aside, she found her attention caught by the three tall men
standing slightly behind the podium.
Her
eyes ran over the two taller men, noting they seemed well built, but nothing
about them really caught her eye.
She
sighed, wondering why there couldn't be one piece of eye candy among them.
Anything to keep her mind occupied while the Senator droned on.
As
she thought the words, she turned her attention to the third, shorter man,
standing just behind the other two.
Her
breathing stopped as her eyes connected with the most brilliant pair of
bluish-green ones she'd ever seen.
She
swallowed as she noted the wavy red gold hair that framed those eyes, and a
face that was almost too beautiful for words. Her eyes skimmed down the lithe
body, clad all in black, from his billowy shirt to the tight pants that hugged
his hips and strong legs.
Dear
lord, the man was gorgeous!
She shook
herself quickly, hoping her mouth wasn't on the floor as she outrightly stared
at him.
She
couldn't tear her eyes away.
~~~
Actually, your jaw isn't quite touching the floor, but it's close. ~~~
Aura
started as the soft voice whispered through her head.
A
sudden sense of someone laughing filled her mind as she turned her attention
towards the man she'd been ogling. He was now staring intently at her from
behind the Senator, an amused, knowing look in his bright eyes.
Suddenly,
the glint of something silver at his waist caught her eye.
Oh
Gods, the man was a Jedi.
And
Jedi could read minds.
She
cursed, realizing she should have realized who they were the moment they walked
in.
After
all, only Jedi would be guarding someone as important as Senator Palpatine.
Unfortunately
her brain had been on other things at the time.
And
they certainly hadn't been on noting the lightsaber at his belt or his sense of
Jedi calm and control.
After
all, she was only human.
~~~
Rightly so. And really, I find it's rather easy to loose control, if one wants
to. ~~~
She
felt herself blush to the roots of her hair as the thought touched her mind,
and the Jedi sent her a sly smile.
Part
of her wanted to melt into a puddle at his feet.
But
a larger part was starting to get annoyed that he was doing all the mind
reading, and making her feel like a stumbling idiot.
She
was a TV news producer/part time reporter for Gods sake and she should be the
one intimidating the sexy Jedi!
~~~
Intimidation? That sounds like fun. I'd like to see you try. ~~~
Forcing
her breathing to slow, she focused her gaze directly on his, wondering if she
could speak to him mentally as well.
Focusing
her eyes on his, she concentrated on composing a reply in her head.
~~ I
just bet you would. And don't think you wouldn't bend to my will. ~~
She
watched as the Jedi stifled a smile.
~~~
I might enjoy bending to your will. ~~~
Obviously
this mind communication thing worked.
~~~
Of course it does. Do you think I'd have started it if I thought you couldn't
respond? What fun would there be in that? ~~~
She
felt a tingle rush down her spine as the Jedi sent her a bone-melting grin
along with the thought.
Dear
Gods, the man's mouth should have been declared a lethal weapon!
~~~ I
like the sound of that. Would you be willing to submit to some 'target'
practice? ~~~
She
stifled a gasp as she felt his gaze subtly slide down her body.
As
his gaze lingered on her legs, she suddenly felt self-conscious as she realized
she was wearing a rather shorter skirt than normal.
Not
on purpose, but she hadn't exactly had a lot of time to pick an outfit after
being woken from slumber and told to get to City Hall on the double.
~~~
I'm glad. You have beautiful legs. ~~~
She
fought down another blush as his heated gaze slowly moved back up her body,
lingering on her chest, before focusing intently on her lips.
Aura
felt her body catch fire from that simple glance, and wondered only that she
hadn't melted into a puddle of goo yet.
~~~
You could always melt on me. ~~~
The
thought this time was accompanied by a feather light brush of what felt like
fingers across her steadily tightening nipples. The touch continued down her
body, invisible fingers lingering slightly as they brushed past her thighs and
then across her now extremely wet center.
Gods,
what was this Jedi doing to her and why was she letting him?
~~~
Because it's exactly what you've been dreaming about for weeks. ~~~
She
suddenly focused all her attention his way, wondering how in the world he had
figured out how sexually frustrated she'd been the past few months.
She'd
finally broken it off with her louse of an ex, but once he was out of the
picture, she'd realized there was something she was going to miss, even if it
wasn't him.
Sex.
Hot,
steamy, sweaty, sometimes daringly rough sex.
Not
that it had been great sex, in fact, it had been rather pathetic to tell the
truth, but still, it was at least something.
And
right now, something was better than nothing.
~~~
Very good philosophy. I think 'something' could be arranged, and I guarantee,
you won't be thinking about that jerk for long. ~~~
She
blushed again, the words sending another thrill down her spine.
She
gasped in surprise as she suddenly felt an invisible set of lips brush across
her ear.
~~~
I know what you're thinking. I know what you want. And I'm going to give it to
you. ~~~
She
swallowed hard as she fought to keep her eyes open, leaning back against the
wall and hoping no one would notice she barely had the strength to stand up.
This
boring meeting was suddenly getting a lot more exciting.
~~~
Good. Listening to Palpatine is enough to put anyone to sleep. Of course, sleep
is the last thing on my mind at the moment. ~~~
She
gulped as his eyes burned a path down her body, wondering only that the rest of
the room couldn't sense the inner dialogue they were having.
~~~
I don't think they could handle it. It might shock them to death. ~~~
~~ Wouldn't
that be a story? At least it'd be something interesting to report from this
event ~~
She
smiled as she sent the thought at him, watching as he tried to hide his smile.
~~~
I think I'd much prefer the sight of you trying to remain in control and quiet
as I ravish you in a room full of people. ~~~
Dear
God.
She
closed her eyes as those lips moved from her ear to her neck, brushing
invisible kisses across her skin, moving closer and closer towards her lips,
but not claiming them as she so desperately wanted him too.
~~~
Patience is a virtue. Remember that. ~~~
Her
eyes flew open to meet his satisfied glare as the lips suddenly disappeared.
Gods
damn it!
There
was only so much her sex-starved body could take!
She
could tell he was pleased with the fact he'd gotten her all hot and bothered.
Well
two could play at that game.
Summoning
up all her strength and courage, ignoring the part of her that realized this
was extremely stupid, she focused her eyes directly on him and sent a thought
of her own.
She
let her mind go, picturing herself striding to the front of the room, grabbing
him and pressing him back against the wall, thrusting her tongue into his mouth
and running her hands ran across his body, lingering over his chest and on the
appendage she could feel hardening against her hand.
She
smiled as she opened her eyes and watched him jolt as he tried to steady
himself from the power of her thought.
Turnabout
was fun.
She
jumped as she suddenly heard a real voice in her ear.
"You
ready to go?" her photographer Doug whispered. "I've got enough stuff
so we can get out here," he finished, sending her a smile.
Aura
looked from him to the Jedi, realizing suddenly that leaving early was the last
thing she wanted to do.
Knowing
he'd think she was nuts after all her protests about covering this press
conference, she pushed her doubts aside and whispered a reply.
"We'd
better stay, just in case the Senator is saving some big revelation for
last," she replied, ignoring the strange look he sent her way.
She
breathed a sigh of relief as Doug shrugged and returned to his camera.
Taking
a deep breath, she turned her attention back to the Jedi, who was watching her
avidly.
~~~
Suddenly not finding this press conference so boring my dear? ~~~
She
sent him a sly smile as she shot a thought back at him.
~~
Actually, I'm feeling quite invigorated for some strange reason. Is it hot in
here or is it just me? ~~
She
knew she was getting daring, but something inside her was pushing her to let
go. To indulge in this harmless yet stimulating flirtation across a crowded
room.
After
all, no one could tell what she was thinking. Right?
~~~
Except for me. And that's a good thing. And you are definitely hot. Can't you
sense what you're doing to me? ~~~
Aura
simply smiled, throwing caution to the winds as she let her gaze sweep over his
body, admiring the
breadth of his chest and the strength she could see in the shape of his arms.
His torso was lean and muscled, a strong chest tapering into strong thighs and
powerful legs. She smiled as she felt his arousal surge in her mind as she let
her gaze linger below his waist.
~~~
Like what you see? ~~~
She
smiled and licked her lips.
~~
Very much. I'd like to see more. A lot more. ~~
She
felt her body tingle as she sent the thought, watching his eyes darken.
~~~
How much more? ~~~
She
felt her heart stutter at the intent look in his eyes. She was shocked to find
desire blazing in their depths.
Desire
for her.
A
woman he'd only seen across a crowded room.
A woman
he didn't even know.
~~~
But I do know you. I know your thoughts and your desires. I know what you want.
So how much more do you want to see? ~~~
She
swallowed hard and closed her eyes, wondering if she could do this.
Her
head rose, realizing she had nothing to lose.
Besides,
her body seemed to have a mind of its own.
Taking
a deep breath, she sent her next thought at him with all the power she could
muster.
~~
All of you. Naked and writhing underneath me. Pounding into my body as you take
me hard and fast against whatever wall is closest. I want to hear you scream my
name as you lose yourself inside me, as I clench and tighten around you,
drawing you deeper into my heat. ~~
She
opened her eyes, cheeks flushed at the ferocity of those laviscious thoughts,
only to lose her breath as his eyes flashed and his hands clenched into fists
at his side.
For
a few moments, he remained silent inside her head and she wondered if it was
too much.
Had
she taken things too far?
~~~
Not far enough my dear. Not nearly far enough. ~~~
She
gulped as she read the intent in his eyes, her body trembling at the desire she
could read there.
Just
as she gathered up enough to strength to send a reply, she heard the room break
into applause.
Dragging
her gaze from his she noted that the Senator had finished his speech and was
now descending from the podium. She watched as the three Jedi turned and
followed him from the room.
A
sense of depression overcame her at the thought the lovely mental foreplay was
over.
~~~
It's only just begun my dear. It's only just begun. ~~~
She
jumped as the thought whispered across her mind as the Jedi followed his charge
out the door, not looking back.
Her
knees buckled as her mind was suddenly assaulted with the feel of lips, hands and
fingers
moving frantically over her body.
Gods
the man knew where to touch her to make her melt!
And
it was all through her mind!
She
gasped as she felt those phantom fingers brush quickly across her center,
before disappearing altogether.
She
knew she was about to swoon, noting the concern on Doug's face as he rushed
towards her. She waved him off, muttering something about the heat, hoping he
wouldn't ask too many questions.
A
few moments and several concerned glances later, she managed to get herself
under control and gathered up her things.
As
she left the room, she suddenly realized she hadn't heard a word of what the
Senator had said.
Thank
Gods for videotape!
Muttering
to herself about what in the world she was going to make of the story, she
headed back towards the news van, wondering if she'd ever see the Jedi again.
Deep
inside, something told her she would
She
ignored Doug's concerned expression as she settled back into the passenger
seat, wearing a stupid smile.
Oh
yes, something told her this was far from over.
*********
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Aura
sighed as she tried to make sense of what the Senator was saying. Something
about uniting to fight a great evil and become triumphant. But she couldn't
concentrate because, thanks to her photographer, every shot of the senator had
the Jedi in it. She kept getting distracted as she remembered the feel of
phantom fingers against her skin and the teasing tone of voice stirring her
into a frenzy.
Gods,
how pathetic was she?
"Having
a little trouble concentrating Aura?"
She
sighed as she shot Doug an evil look.
"It's
just that this is so boring! I mean, how am I supposed to make a speech
interesting? This was probably the most boring press conference I've ever been
to," she moaned as she rubbed her forehead.
"Really?
I could have sworn something or maybe someone, caught your attention,"
Doug replied slyly, ignoring another evil look as he walked off smiling to
himself.
Aura
sighed as she turned back to the computer and forced herself to ignore the
brilliant greenish blue eyes that kept snagging her attention.
*********
Twenty minutes later the story was finished and a half an hour later it was
airing on the 6pm news. Aura found herself watching the show in the newsroom
with her fellow co-workers.
"Not
bad Aura, it's not everyone who can make something coherent out of a Senator's
ramblings," her friend Dalia offered as the other reporters and producers
chimed in with their comments.
"One
has to do what one has to do," Aura muttered, hardly hearing those around
her as she let her Jedi capture her attention again.
Who
was he?
Gods,
she wanted to know!
After
all, one did not almost have mental sex with some stranger.
Although
at the moment, it looked like that was exactly what she'd done.
~~~ This
is far from over. We haven't even begun. ~~~
The
Jedi's words lingered in her mind as she let herself imagine him searching her
out, pounding down her door, demanding that she come away with him and submit to
all kinds of wonderful and decadent pleasures.
"Damn,
that Jedi guarding the Senator is one hot property."
The
snide voice made Aura jump, startling her out of her pleasant revelry. She
forced a smile for the short blonde that suddenly appeared at her side.
"You
know, I was concentrating on other things at the time Chandel," Aura
muttered, figuring it wasn't exactly a lie.
She
had been concentrating on other things.
Namely
how to keep control of herself while the Jedi's seductive words ravaged her mind.
"Well
if it had been me, I 'd have found a way to get the Jedi's name and get a one
on one interview with the senator," Chandel sniffed as Aura tried to hold
her temper.
"I'm
sure you would have Chandel, I have no doubt you would have gotten up close and
personal with the Jedi and the Senator," a fellow reporter shot back.
Chandel
sniffed and sent the reporter an evil look as she flounced back towards her
desk.
"She's
just jealous that you got to be in the same room with the Senator. You know how
she gets when she's around powerful men," Dalia offered as Aura laughed.
Everyone
knew that Chandel would do whatever it took to get ahead. Whether it was
ethical or not. Hell, most of the newsroom knew she was sleeping with their
boss. Not that Chandel had done much to keep it a secret.
"It
doesn't bother me, I'm used to her attitude," Aura replied with a smile as
she focused her attention back on the TV.
Well,
Chandel was right about one thing.
The
Jedi was definitely one hot property.
She
blushed as she remembered some of his 'heated' words, and what they'd done to
her body.
Another
producer's comment brought her back to the present with a start, noting most of
the women and a few of the men in the room had their eyes focused on the man
standing behind the Senator.
"Aura,
you should have found out just who that Jedi was, he's got such penetrating
eyes, I'd love to have them focused completely on me," another producer
muttered.
"How'd
you keep your attention on the Senator Aura? I'd have been trying to entice the
lovely Jedi instead," a female reporter whispered.
Aura
simply shrugged and concentrated on keeping her composure.
If
only they knew what she'd been doing during that speech!
"Hey
Aura, here's the press release on the Senator's press conference, I forgot I
had it, you can put it back in the files," Doug offered as he dropped a
folded piece of paper on her desk and headed for the door.
"Thanks
Doug, see you tomorrow," Aura called, missing her photographer's small
smile as he slipped out the door. Sighing, she unfolded the paper and skimmed
it quickly as she headed for the assignment desk.
She
stopped dead in her tracks, crashing into the producer who'd stepped in front
of her as one name jumped off the paper.
General
Obi-Wan Kenobi.
She
blinked and looked at the press release again, thinking she'd read the copy
wrong.
There
was no way the most revered, worshipped and extremely reclusive General in the
galaxy could have been at that press conference!
She
wracked her brain as she tried to remember if there had been another important
presence she'd missed.
It
was possible, after all, she had been completely focused on her Jedi.
For
a moment, a strange feeling washed over her.
General
Kenobi was a Jedi.
Shaking
her head, forcing down her apprehension, she tried to convince herself that her
Jedi was not the famous General. After all, why would such an important figure
be guarding a Senator?
Of
course Jedi often guarded important figures, it was standard practice considering
they were the best warriors in the galaxy.
But
her Jedi couldn't have been the General, could he?
No.
It just wasn't possible.
Somehow,
she'd missed seeing the General, probably because her attention had been
elsewhere.
Thank
God no one had seen this release other than Doug.
If
they found out she'd missed an opportunity to get the reclusive General on
tape, they'd have crucified her. She winced as she thought of the field day
Chandel would have had with that little piece of information.
Still,
she wondered how she could have missed him, after all, he was supposed to be
this commanding presence that demanded attention and respect from all around
him.
He
obviously had nothing on her Jedi however.
She
smiled as she remembered the feel of his words in her mind and his phantom
touches on her body
There
was no way they could be one and the same. It was too farfetched for even her.
She
convinced herself that she was worrying about nothing as she handed the paper
to the assignment desk manager, smiling slightly as he offered her
congratulations on her story.
Then
she headed back to her desk, letting her mind wander back to the most pleasant
aspects of the afternoon.
Namely,
one greenish-blue eyed Jedi who had the power to make her knees weak with a few
mental touches and seductive words.
She
wondered if he'd find her.
They
hadn't exchanged names, but after all he was a Jedi. They surely had their
ways. And after all, he'd been the one to leave it on the unfinished note.
And
God's knew she wanted to finish things!
The
thought of the Jedi doing everything he'd whispered to her sent a shiver of
anticipation down her spine.
She
cursed herself as a reporter's laugh brought her back to the present.
She
was spending far too much time thinking about the Jedi.
She
should just chalk it up to one enjoyable afternoon and leave it at that.
It
just couldn't happen, things didn't work like that in her life.
But
oh how she wished they would! How she wished he'd suddenly appear at her home,
demanding they pick up where they'd left off.
Gods
she was pathetic!
"Aura,
you heading home now?"
She
came back to the present as she heard her friends calling to her. Shoving
thoughts of the distracting Jedi from her mind, she headed out the door,
determined to forget about the afternoon's strange encounter.
***********
Two days later, Aura found herself still unable to get the Jedi out of her
mind.
She'd
find herself distracted in the middle of doing some task, imagining his
beautiful eyes sweeping over her naked body, making her writhe with pleasure.
She'd hear his voice everywhere, seductively whispering exactly what he'd like
to do to her.
The
worst however were the nights.
She'd
end up having the steamiest dreams about her Jedi, and wake in a state of
extreme frustration, aching to have the mysterious man next to her in bed,
doing all kinds of exotic and wonderful things to her body.
She
was truly losing it.
This
was not healthy.
She
knew it, but was helpless to stop it. It was stupid to think the Jedi would
make more of the encounter, he'd been amusing himself and that was all. She'd
never see him again. It was reality and she had to accept it.
But
oh, how her mind and body rebelled at accepting it!
"Geesh
Aura, you've been in another world the past two days, snap out of it or the
boss is going to can you!"
Dalia's
hissed whisper brought her mind back to the present. She started, struggling to
concentrate on her show, knowing her co-worker was right. Their boss wasn't one
to stand for idleness or daydreaming, and he had no qualms about making that
known. Or what he'd do to those caught slacking off on the job.
She
sighed as she turned her attention back to her show, forcing her mind to block
out all images of the handsome Jedi.
She'd
just succeeded in pushing the man from her mind for a few moments when her boss
flew into the room, his hair nearly standing on end, a sure sign he was excited
about something.
"All
right people, listen up!" he snapped as the entire room came to attention.
The man never got this excited unless it was something big. Aura felt her
curiosity peaked as she watched him pace the newsroom as he talked.
"You're
not going to believe this, hell, I don't believe it myself. In fact, if I
hadn't talked to the man myself, I'd think it was a stupid joke being played on
us by the competition," the man rambled haphazardly. Aura sighed, knowing
it would take him a few more sentences to get to the point. She hoped it was
fast, she had work to do.
"What
I'm saying here is that we've got a unique opportunity before us. A chance to
score a major coup against the competition and make a name for ourselves in the
process. Opportunities like this don't come around every day, especially not to
us," he continued, ignoring the restless movement from the others in the
room.
"What
opportunities?" one of the reporters asked quietly, risking the man's rage
at being interrupted.
Surprisingly
he only smiled and nodded.
"I
got a call today, from General Obi-Wan Kenobi," he began, smiling at the
gasps of shock that ran through the room.
Aura's
breath caught in her throat at his words.
She
tried to force down the weird feeling she was getting as she realized the
subject of the General had come up twice in her life over the past few days.
"The
very reclusive and hard to interview General, to my shock and surprise, called
to offer our station an exclusive, in depth interview while he's stationed here
for a few days!" he finished, smiling at the shock wave that ran around
the room at the announcement.
"Exclusive
and in depth? When? Where? Why us?"
Aura
let the questions fly around her, trying to get a fix on the strange feeling
plaguing her. Something about this wasn't right.
She
just couldn't figure out what.
Their
boss hushed the excited chatter with a hand movement as he continued.
"I'm
not finished," he started again, a gleam in his eyes. "The General
said he'd only give this interview to us, on several conditions. One, that
whatever he says is off the record, stays that way. Two, the interview will
require the interviewee spending several days aboard his ship, working closely
and intently with him, learning about his job and seeing how he runs things.
The
third and final condition is that a certain person here at the station conduct the
interview. That was his most adamant condition, one he told me that if it was
not granted, the interview wouldn't happen," the man finished with a
contemplative look.
Aura
swallowed hard, wondering just exactly who the General had requested.
"He
had to have meant me, after all, I am the investigative reporter! Who else
would the General want to get up close and personal with?"
Aura
and the rest of the room turned at Chandel's obnoxious voice.
"Actually
Chandel, the General didn't ask for you."
Aura
and the rest of the room went silent at the words, turning their attention back
to their boss, shocked at his sheepish tone.
"What?
But I'm the investigative reporter, he must have been mistaken," Chandel
shot back, a look of confusion on her face. Aura wished she could feel sorry
for the woman, but couldn't find it in herself to.
"Chandel,
he didn't ask for you. Get over it," he offered frankly, shutting the
woman up effectively with the words.
The
rest of the newsroom remained silent, no one quite sure what to make of the
situation.
"So
who does the General want?" one of the producers asked quietly.
"Actually,
he asked for Aura," came the reply.
Aura
knew she'd heard him wrong.
She'd
had to.
"Aura?
But, but, she' a producer! She' not a reporter! I mean, sure she's done a few
stories here and there, but she's not on-air material! And how in the world
does the General know who she is?"
Aura
heard none of Chandel's shocked ramblings.
Her
brain could only focus on one thing at a time.
General
Kenobi wanted her to do this exclusive interview.
Chandel
was right, how the hell did he know who she was?
What
in the world could have inspired him to make this crazy offer?
"Well
Aura, you're set to meet him tomorrow morning at 10. You and Doug will spend the
next two days with him, getting the story and the scoop of the century."
Aura
barely heard her boss as she was still trying to figure out what was going on.
"Don't
look so stunned Aura, this is a big deal, the chance of a lifetime," Doug
whispered to her as she turned to face him, panic in her eyes.
"But,
but, why me?" was all she managed to get out in a strangled voice, drawing
all attention to her.
"I
don't know why you Aura, but I wasn't going to ask him for a lot of details. He
said he wanted you, and you're going. I suggest you spend tonight researching
and getting things together. He's expecting you and Doug tomorrow
morning," her boss finished, smiling at her from across the room.
"But,
what about my show," Aura began, only to be cut off by his raised hand.
"Kendra
can cover the 6 for a few days, we'll make it work. This is the best
opportunity to ever come our way Aura. I trust you won't disappoint us,"
he finished, smiling benignly at her before leaving the room.
Aura
could feel the headache coming on as her colleagues began to descend, wanting
to know if she knew anything about what had just happened. She managed to
deflect most of the questions, honestly not having a clue as to why the General
would have asked for her to do an interview.
Gods,
what she wouldn't do for a little mental stimulation from her Jedi right now.
The
thought sent the blood rushing from her face.
The
General was a Jedi.
The
General had supposedly been at that press conference with Senator Palpatine.
It
was almost too impossible to be believed.
There
was no way her Jedi could have been the General.
Absolutely
no way in hell.
Generals
did not engage in mental foreplay with strange women.
At
least no Generals that she knew of.
Not
that she knew any really, however.
"Come
on Aura, you've got some research to do before tomorrow if you want to be in
top form to interview the General," one of her friends said as Aura came
back to the present.
"Not
that she'd know what to do to prepare," Chandel huffed loudly from three
desks down. Aura chose to ignore her mutterings, knowing she had more important
things to think about at the moment.
"Yeah,
I guess I do need to prepare. But first, I've got to finish the 6," she
muttered in reply as she forced herself to concentrate on the task at hand. She
could analyze things and worry about them later.
************
Two hours later a very tired and very stressed Aura was gathering her things,
trying to figure out what she needed to know before going into tomorrow's
interview. She was also fighting the feeling of impending doom settling over
her system.
This
was just too much of a coincidence.
Could
the Jedi have mentioned something to the General about her?
That
was the only explanation she could come up with.
Jedi
certainly knew each other, and somehow, the Jedi she'd been so fascinated with
must have told the General he'd seen her at the press conference or something.
That
had to be the explanation, because there just wasn't any other option.
At
least not that she wanted to think about at the moment.
"Good
luck tomorrow Aura, you're going to do great. And hey, just think of it this
way, you're one of the lucky few who actually gets to get down and dirty with
one of the most revered men of our time," Dalia offered as the two of them
gathered their things.
"Right,
now if I could only figure out why he asked for me," she muttered in
response, getting a smile from her friend.
"Who
cares? This is the chance of a lifetime girl! Take it and run! It could
certainly get you out of this place. Might even get you started towards your
dreams of doing documentaries," came the reply.
Aura
tried to smile, realizing her friend was right. This could be the chance of a
lifetime. She would be stupid to think otherwise.
"I
know what you mean, I guess we'll find out won't we," she replied as she
headed for the door.
"Hey,
if nothing else, just remember the expression on Chandel's face. That was worth
it all," Dalia called as Aura laughed and nodded.
Calling
out good-byes, she headed for her car, trying to force down the feeling of
impending disaster looming foremost in her mind.
Once
again, she found herself wishing her Jedi would somehow find her. At least it
would take her mind off the General. Heck, she could probably pump him for
information on the General as well. That would be the best way to find out more
about the man she was supposed to interview.
But
that was far fetched. He might have gotten her this interview for some unknown reason,
but that was all. He was probably long gone, and she just a glimmer of a memory
in his mind.
The
depressing thought soured her mood a bit as she pulled into her driveway. She
found herself stupidly hoping a dark clad figure would be waiting on her porch,
somehow having tracked her down. She sighed as the porch turned up empty.
She
was losing it.
Big
time.
She
couldn't afford to spend all this time thinking about and hoping to be ravished
by a Jedi she'd seen and mentally talked to for about 10 minutes. It was
insane. Besides, she had a huge interview to plan for and she needed to
concentrate.
But
all throughout the night as she researched General Kenobi, what little
information there was on him, and absolutely no pictures, of course, she found
herself wishing for the presence of her mysterious Jedi.
Finally
giving up on research about 10:30, she ran a bath, deciding to pamper herself
so she'd look her best for the General. As she soaked in the soothing bubbles,
she let her mind wander, trying to push all thoughts of the coming day from her
mind.
She
found her brain instead filled with images of greenish-blue eyes, staring
intently into hers, felt phantom fingers and lips caressing her body as she
writhed against him, heard his deep voice whispering seductively each and every
detail of what he wanted to do to her. Heard her voice, then his, as they
brought each other to complete, ecstatic fulfillment.
The
feelings swamping her were almost too much to bear.
Aura
came back to herself to find the bathwater had cooled, but her body was on
fire. Moaning at her wayward and overactive imagination, she forced herself to
move before she turned into a prune.
A
sexually frustrated prune at that.
With
a sigh, she slipped on her nightshirt and wearily climbed into bed. She figured
it would take forever to fall asleep, but surprisingly, despite the sexual
tension pervading her body and her worry about the coming interview, she found
herself almost immediately drifting off.
A
sleep filled with dreams of a greenish-blue eyed Jedi and a mysterious figure
wearing a General's uniform.
*********
~~~~~~~~~~
"So
you ready for this Aura?"
Aura
smiled slightly as Doug grabbed the camera from the truck and followed her
towards the massive ship that sat in the middle of the docking bay. Having
never really been so close to a military ship, she found it fascinating to see
the hustle and bustle going on around her.
Her
eyes took in everything, while her mind tried to ignore the fact that in just a
few moments, she'd be meeting one of the most respected and famous figures in
the galaxy.
Talk
about nerves.
"Don't
look so worried. I don't think he bites, from what I hear, he's actually quite
shy," Doug offered with another smile as Aura sent him a sarcastic look.
"That's
the least of my worries at the moment," she muttered as she noted an
official looking droid headed their way.
"Aura
"I'm
Aura, this is my photographer Doug," she offered as the droid motioned
with his arm.
"The
General is expecting you, follow me please."
Taking
a deep breath, Aura followed the spindly looking creature up the ramp and onto
the ship. She forced down her growing apprehension and nervousness as they made
their way through what seemed like endless halls.
She
took in everything around her, noting the people and machines seemed to be
running smoothly in a set pattern, an air of calm somehow strange, but expected
in the center of such a busy operation.
"Right
this way," the droid motioned as it led Aura and Doug through a door off
to the right.
Aura
smiled as she entered the room and found an attractive older woman sitting
behind a small desk. The woman looked up at their entrance, smiling at the
droid.
"So
I see you found them, that will be all," she said in a pleasant voice as
the droid nodded and left the room.
"You
must be Aura and Doug," she began as they nodded. The woman smiled as she
reached for the phone.
"The
General is expecting you," she offered, speaking quietly into the phone
before hanging up.
"He
wishes to meet Aura first, alone," the secretary said with a slight smile.
Aura
felt the butterflies flutter furiously in her stomach as she looked
questioningly at the woman. This couldn't be good, why would he want to see her
alone? Besides, she was counting on Doug's presence to ease her nervousness.
The
woman simply shrugged and smiled.
"I
don't question the General's orders, I just deliver them. He wants to see you
alone first," she offered as Doug simply nodded and settled into a chair.
"Knock
'em dead kid, don't let him mentally intimidate you," Doug offered with a
slight smile and a wink.
"Right,
thanks a lot," she muttered as she straightened her suit jacket and took a
deep breath before walking towards the door to the left of the secretary's
desk.
Sending
a quick prayer for courage towards the heavens, she opened the door and stepped
into the office.
The
dcor was surprisingly simple for one so revered. Although being that it was on
a warship, elaborate was probably not a concern.
She
felt a strange sort of energy as she turned her gaze to the imposing metal desk
that sat near the back of the room. It was gray steel, and very utilitarian,
but somehow served to make the office seem even more formal.
The
neutral tones and lack of any personal items like pictures or plants also
served to give the office an air of starkness.
It
was a room meant to be neat, quiet and clean.
An
office meant to intimidate the hell out of someone.
It
was working.
She
felt the butterflies stirring in her stomach again as her gaze moved to the
chair situated directly behind the desk. Its high leather back was facing her,
hiding its occupant from her view. Something about that sent another dose of
nervousness shooting through her veins.
Obviously,
the General was sitting in the chair, his back to her. He probably hadn't heard
her come in. She wondered if she should clear her throat or something to make
him aware of her presence.
"Actually,
I knew the moment you entered the docking bay."
Aura
froze.
The
voice sent a shiver of recognition down her spine.
She
felt her entire world stop as the chair slowly swiveled around, bringing its
occupant into her view.
But
she didn't need to see his face to recognize the lightly amused expression
shining in those familiar greenish-blue eyes.
Eyes
that had been haunting her dreams.
"You,
you," was all she managed to get out, for once in her life words deserting
her. She simply was too stunned to utter a word.
"You
can't really be that surprised, surely you've put two and two together and come
up with four," the General offered in an amused voice, watching her
carefully as she struggled to find her composure.
"Yeah,
but I convinced myself they equaled five," she finally managed to mutter,
surprised to hear a rich burst of laughter erupt from the man in front of her.
The
sound sent a shiver down her spine. The General's laugh was deep and sexy,
almost as if you could drown in it. There was also a hint of something dangerous
in it, something that spoke of wildness that was barely kept in check.
It
was a fascinating and captivating laugh.
She
wanted to hear it again.
Even
if it was laughing at her stupidity for not connecting the dots in her mind.
"You
should not underestimate yourself my dear, there is a lot you don't give
yourself credit for."
Aura
stared at him in silence, still trying to find some words to express what she
was feeling.
Dear
Gods.
She'd
engaged in mental sex, of a kind, with THE General Kenobi.
What
must he think of her?
"Actually,
I'm thinking you look even better when you're flustered," he replied
softly, watching as a blush immediately rose to her cheeks.
Aura
tried to get control of her raging emotions.
Despite
the shock of realizing her Jedi and the General were one and the same, she now
had to deal with the fact that the man she'd been illicitly fantasizing about
for two days was the reclusive and revered General Obi-Wan Kenobi.
The
man she was going to have to spend several days with, in close quarters with,
trying to be professional with while getting to know him intimately.
The
thought sent twin shivers of fear and desire tingling down her spine.
What
had she done to deserve this?
She
wasn't sure she wanted to find out.
~~~
Who knows, this might be more fun than you think. ~~~
The
mental touch startled her as she focused again on the General's amused eyes.
He
really was a beautiful man.
"Thank
you, you're quite stunning yourself, even though you're uncommonly
silent," he offered in vocal reply to her thought.
Aura
blushed again, realizing she had to get her emotions under wraps.
He
was a professional as was she.
She
had a job to do, and she refused to let her personal feelings cloud her
judgment.
"Okay,
despite the awkwardness I'm feeling about our previous meeting, I'm willing to
put that behind us and start fresh, do you agree?" she offered, gathering
all the bravado she could muster as she looked into his eyes.
The
General simply smiled.
"Whatever
you feel most comfortable with."
The
images that sprang to her mind at his words were definitely not professional.
She
could tell the General knew that by the way his smile turned just a shade
deeper, a sexy twist appearing at the corner of his lips.
Aura
swallowed hard as she gingerly settled into the seat he motioned for her to
take as he steepled his hands and watched her. She forced her body not to react
to his intense gaze, knowing she'd never be able to get through this if she let
him get to her.
Finally,
when she felt composed enough, she asked the first question that came to mind.
"Why
me?"
The
smile on the General's face never faded as he shrugged.
"I
told you, this was far from over, don't you remember?" he stated quietly,
as Aura fought down another blush at the innuendo in his words.
Aura
watched the amusement sparkle in his eyes and knew he was completely aware of
everything she was feeling, from the sexual frustration down to the
embarrassment of realizing who he really was.
"Don't
be embarrassed. I have been meaning to do an interview with the media, and
after our little 'discussion' the other day, I figured it should be someone I
already knew, so to speak, to open my life to," he stated softly, watching
as Aura's eyes widened as he continued.
"Besides,
I'm getting tired of the reclusive and revered General title. I'm really just
an ordinary man, I don't see why people make such a big deal out of what I
do," he offered in a wry voice.
Aura
looked at him in surprise as she formulated an answer.
"Maybe
it's because you're so reclusive. You never give interviews, there are no
pictures of you on record or much information for that matter. Basically,
you're a mystery, and that appeals to people," she offered, surprised to
hear the General sigh as he turned to gaze out the window.
"There
is so much people do not know about me, so many things I've done that are far
from noble, so many failures," he whispered, almost to himself.
Aura
watched him curiously, wondering what he meant. The powerful, confident man
seated before her did not look like someone who could fail.
"Oh
but I can Aura, and those failures could prove to have deadly
consequences," he offered quietly.
Aura
was intrigued.
She
didn't even mind the fact that he was reading her thoughts. After all, there
wasn't much she could hide from him.
She
forced her mind to get back on track as the General turned to her, a serious
look on his face.
"There
are more than a few reasons I requested you for this interview, and I look
forward to revealing all of them to you, but on one condition," he offered
in a solemn tone.
Intrigued,
Aura nodded at him to continue.
"We
are going to learn a lot of things about each other in the next few days, and
while I'm willing to open myself up to that, to you," he paused, putting
emphasis on the last few words, bringing another blush to her cheeks, before
continuing.
"There
are some things I might tell you, things you might discover, that in no way,
shape or form must be reported or broadcast. Lives could depend on it, the
future could depend on it. Do you understand?"
Aura
felt the seriousness of his words, and a slight shiver slid down her spine as
she realized he would broke no argument on this condition.
But
she felt professionally compelled to offer one none the less.
"I
can understand your not wanting to have the world know everything about you and
what you do, but the people do have a right to know what goes on, especially
with their government," she began, watching as his eyes flashed.
"Contrary
to the media's belief, there are some things the public is better off not
knowing. If you had seen some of the things I have, you'd understand," he
retorted.
"Point,"
Aura replied, leaning forward as she tried to make him understand what she was
saying.
"I
haven't seen half the things you probably have, and I know I wouldn't want to.
But pardon my bluntness, and to quote a favorite film of mine, the people have
a strange way of deciding what is or is not their business," she finished,
hoping he understood.
The
General sighed as he met her earnest look with one of his own.
"Since
we aren't going to agree on this point, I propose a compromise," he
offered.
Aura
sat up straighter as she titled her head towards him, waiting for him to
continue.
"We'll
discuss what you want to print and I must read your script before you air it. I
will allow you some leeway, but on some matters, especially dealing with
military issues, I must insist on your silence," he offered, waiting for
her reaction.
Aura
felt a slight flutter of annoyance at the fact his 'compromise' seemed to lean
very much in his favor.
But
maybe she could work that to her advantage.
"How
about if I try to respect your wishes, and talk to you about what I wish to
say. In the end, I won't report anything that could jeopardize government
security or operations, but I insist on telling whatever I think the people
should know," she replied, meeting his stare with one of her own.
The
General remained silent for a few moments, contemplating her words. Finally, he
sighed and nodded.
"You
have a deal," he replied, watching as Aura relaxed back into her seat.
"Thank
you, and I promise General Kenobi, I will try to make this as painless as
possible on you," she offered with a cheeky smile.
~~~
I sincerely hope you do. Although you causing me pain is not exactly what I
have in mind for the next few days. ~~~
Aura
blushed to the roots of her hair and fought off a shiver at his mental touch.
She struggled to compose herself as he continued in a steady voice, seeming
unaffected by her reaction.
"Good.
That said and understood, I think we can begin the formal part of this
interview. I think it's going to be an experience neither you nor I will ever
forget," he replied, smiling as he pushed a button and told his secretary
to send Doug in.
Aura
gasped as she felt a light brush of phantom fingers across her cheek and
against her lips as the door opened and Doug walked in, looking amused. The
General simply winked at her before standing to greet their newest guest.
Aura
took that moment to try and regain her composure. Something in the General's
final words had her body humming.
Not
a good idea when she was supposed to be in control and act professional.
This
was going to be harder than she'd thought.
But
she'd do it. After all, she was a professional journalist.
Somehow,
she'd push these decadent thoughts of what she could do to General Obi Wan
Kenobi on that desk of his from her mind and concentrate on getting the
interview of a lifetime.
~~~
You know, I'm more than willing to explore any decadent thoughts you might have
about me and my desk. Just imagine the possibilities of being inseparable for
the next two days. And there's plenty of other furniture on this ship. ~~~
Aura
forced herself to remain calm, even thought she could feel the waves of desire
sweeping through her body.
She
felt her resolve stiffen as she caught the wink the General sent her way before
turning to talk to Doug about setting up his camera.
This
was going to be a hellish form of heaven.
She
only hoped she could survive.
*********
Ten minutes later found Aura feeling a little better, thanks in part to Doug's
presence. At least with a third person in the room, and a colleague at that, it
didn't seem so intimate.
Not
that being intimate was a bad thing, but it really was the principal of the
matter.
"So
Aura, how do you want to work this?" Doug asked, smiling as he watched her
start as if jolted by his words.
"Ummm,
well, why don't we start by doing a simple interview. Get some sound and then
we can figure out how we're going to get the rest of the video. Do you have any
suggestions General?"
Aura
was pleased her voice sounded confident and sure as she fell back into the
familiar routine of doing an interview. It may have been a while, but her
reporter's training was coming back.
"That
sounds like a good start, and please, call me Obi-Wan. I don't know if I can
handle being called 'General' for the length of time we're going to be
together. It sounds so formal for people who are going to be working intimately
together for the next few days," he replied, sending a sly smile her way.
Aura
forced her breathing to remain normal, knowing that she needed to concentrate
on what he was saying.
Not
what his smile did to her insides.
"Okay
then, Obi-Wan, let's start at the beginning," she replied, liking the
sound of his name on her lips as she settled into her seat.
***********
Twenty minutes later Aura was immersed in the tale he was telling.
While
he'd glanced over his early childhood, he had told her something about his
master, the revered Jedi Qui-Gon Jinn, and their past together, up until his
untimely death years back. However, Obi Wan was reluctant to say more about
that part of his life, just that his master had died bravely, in battle with a
Sith Lord.
He
was also reluctant to talk about his own Padawan, Anakin Skywalker. In fact,
all he would say was that 'something' had happened and Anakin had died. She was
extremely curious, but knew she must respect his wishes.
She
also found herself fascinated with his life now, and his duties as a General.
She had never realized how much responsibility he assumed each day, how many
lives rested in his hands. It was awe inspiring in one way, frightening in
another.
"So
I guess that brings us to the present. I'm now a General fighting in a war I
just hope we can win,"
Obi-Wan finished with a sigh, rubbing his forehead as if in pain.
Aura
felt for him.
Being
a General was nowhere near the idealistic job she'd envisioned.
"We've
got more than enough to put together a great piece on the basics of what you
do, now I'm hoping that we can use the next few days to follow you around and
actually see you in action. Then we can mix the two together, if that's all
right with you General," Doug offered, getting a smile in reply.
"That
is more than all right with me, this really wasn't as bad as I'd thought it
would be," Obi-Wan murmured reflectively.
Aura
sighed, now even more curious about the man before her. He was without a doubt
the most fascinating, compelling, devastatingly attractive man she'd ever met.
~~~
Why thank you. But you've only see the surface. Wait until I grant you full
disclosure. ~~~
Aura
jumped slightly as the words insinuated themselves into her head, forcing down
a blush, noting Doug was watching her with a slight smile.
Obi-Wan
for his part had a slight smile on his face, revealing no discomposure what so
ever.
"Well,
we should probably leave you to get some work done, if you don't mind getting
someone to show us to our quarters," she replied brightly, ignoring the
strange smile Obi-Wan sent her way.
"With
pleasure, although if you want Aura, you might stick around and watch me work.
You know, sort of get a feel for what I do. It's quite complicated really and I
find it best understood when one observes it," Obi-Wan offered with a
gleam only she could detect in his eyes.
Before
she could reply, Doug spoke up.
"That
sounds great! I'm going to explore the ship, with your permission General, and
get some shots of the crew at work. You and Aura can get better acquainted
then," he offered, shooting Aura a wink and smile as he slipped out of the
room.
Obi-Wan
watched him go, turning to smile at Aura when they were finally alone.
"So
we're finally alone my dear, what ever shall we do?" he offered with a
wicked smile as he stood and stretched.
Aura
forced herself to remember to breathe as she watched him, the stretch outlining
every well-developed muscle in his body. From his arms, to his chest, to his
thighs and legs. There was no doubt about it, the man was a perfect specimen of
his gender.
"You
know, if you keep thinking those things, we're not going to get much work done
in the next few days," he offered dryly as Aura jumped.
"What
do you expect? I mean, it's not exactly like I can just forget the other
day," she muttered, hearing him laugh as he moved around the desk to stand
before her.
Neither
can I," he murmured leaning down until he was only inches from her face,
his brilliant eyes staring intently into hers, his breath a whisper across her
lips.
Aura
knew she'd forgotten how to breath as his seductive words and his appealing
scent enveloped her. She felt a little dizzy as a wave of intense desire swept
over her, forcing her eyelids to flutter and her hands to clench into fists at
her sides to stop from reaching for him. Mustering up all the courage she
could, she forced herself to try and speak rationally.
"While
you know I want to get to know you, that way, more than anything, it wouldn't
be professional," she managed, proud her voice sounded somewhat normal.
Obi-Wan
smiled as he pulled back slowly.
"Of
course, we don't want to compromise your 'journalistic' integrity," he
murmured with a devilish smile.
"Or
your reputation," she whispered in reply, feeling her heartbeat slow at
the intense look in his eyes as she gazed up at him.
Obi-Wan
sighed as he stepped back, the smile returning to his face.
"We
shall see what happens. After all, there are plenty of ways to get to know one
another without compromising our integrity," he replied, slipping back
around to settle into his chair with a slight smile.
Aura
jumped as she felt a phantom kiss pressed against her neck. The slumberous look
in Obi-Wan's eyes as he stared at her neck was nearly her undoing.
~~~
Plenty of ways to compromise both our integrities my dear. Plenty of ways. ~~~
Aura
drew in a deep breath and wondered if she could handle learning them.
Taking
another deep breath, she forced her body to calm, putting reason before desire
as she turned her attention back to her job.
"Okay,
now that that's out of the way, why don't you tell me a little about what
you're doing right now," she managed, proud her voice wasn't nearly as
breathy as she'd thought.
She
got a wry smile in return.
For
the next few minutes he explained the reports he was going over, and what he
must do before the day was through. After all was said and done, the two
settled into a somewhat comfortable silence, Aura working on a first draft of
her script and Obi-Wan working on paperwork.
*************
~~~~~~~~~~~~
Twenty minutes later Aura was almost halfway done with the outline of her piece and she just knew it was going to be
incredible. The excitement of getting a good story was pumping through her
veins. It was times like these when she missed being a reporter. But she was
one for the next few days, with a very intriguing subject.
Said
subject at the time was talking on the phone with someone or another about
getting some kind of parts for the ship before it took off later that
week.
The
experience of watching him in action, dealing with crew, staff and officials on
and off, even in such a short span of time was incredible. He
exuded a presence that was extremely forceful and powerful but not pushy.
He
somehow managed to get things done, without seeming to be a tyrant. Something
Aura knew was a major asset.
And
the level of respect those around him seemed to have for him was awe inspiring.
She knew his crew and his friends would do anything for this man.
It
was a rather overwhelming image to try and put into words.
She
winced as she craned her neck to work out a sudden kink. She'd forgotten what
sitting in one place for too long while typing on a computer could do to one's
neck.
Before
she could utter a moan at the sharp pain, she felt the light touch of phantom
fingers on her neck. Her head shot up to look at Obi-Wan from her position in
the chair in front of his desk. He was paying no attention to her, seemingly
engaged in an animate phone conversation with someone.
~~~
A little tense are we? Let me see if I can help. ~~~
She
jumped as the words whispered through her head. She looked at him again, this
time to find him staring directly at her with a small smile while he carried on
his conversation.
She
bit back a moan as his strong fingers worked the tension and kinks from her
tense muscles, the feel of his fingers against her skin soothing and
exciting at the same time.
She
gasped as those fingers moved down her back, kneading and stroking as they
went, pushing her forward in her chair. Her eyes fluttered closed as she let
the soothing motions stroke away her tension and worry. It felt wonderful, even
if it was just a thought.
~~~ That's
it. Just relax and I'll do whatever I can to ease the pain. Your skin is so
soft, but I can feel it burn at my touch. ~~~
Aura
whimpered as the phantom fingers slid to the small of her back, kneading the
muscles there until she felt like jelly. Her body was flushed and heated,
illicit fantasies playing out behind her closed eyelids.
Obi-Wan's
husky laughter in her head made her eyes shoot open.
"Feeling
better? I believe you must be if your thoughts are anything to judge by,"
he murmured, obviously having ended his phone conversation some time ago.
Aura
blushed as she realized he probably had a good idea of her very unprofessional
thoughts.
This
time his laughter resounded through the room instead of just her head.
"Anytime
you want to make good on those thoughts and desires, feel free," he
offered, winking at her as he stood and stretched, the phantom fingers
trailing up her back and brushing across her neck before disappearing.
Aura
fought down a moan as the fingers left, wishing they'd continue what they were
doing.
Wishing
he'd do a whole lot more.
Husky
laughter again filled the room.
"Would
you care to join me for dinner? There's a small restaurant just outside the
docking bay and I could use some food," he offered with a smile.
Aura
knew it would be extremely foolish to have dinner with him, realizing that
things could fast get out of control.
But
something inside her urged her to give in and simply enjoy a dinner with a man
who intrigued her more with each second that passed.
Besides,
she was a professional and she could keep her baser instincts in check.
It
wouldn't be easy, but it could be done.
"We'll
just see about that my dear," he murmured as her head shot up.
He
was looking at her with an intense gaze that made her knees weak and her bones
turn to jelly.
It
was criminal what those eyes could do to a woman.
~~~
But I'd gladly go to jail if it meant I could train them on you. ~~~
She
gulped as she gathered her things together, forcing herself not to look him in
the eye.
What
was she getting herself in to?
Then
again, what did she have to lose?
Taking
a deep breath, Aura nodded and reached for the offered hand. The electric jolt
that shot up her arm at the touch of skin on skin made her
shiver.
Obi-Wan
too looked as if he'd been started by the same jolt.
"This
truly will be an unforgettable few days," he murmured, a strange look in
his eyes as he slipped her hand through his arm and led her from the
office.
Aura
swallowed hard and prayed for the strength to survive the next few days without
throwing herself at him.
Shivering
with anticipation she let him lead her away, not sure where they were going
from here, but more than willing to find out.
***********
The small pub Obi-Wan took her to was half full as they entered, the scents wafting
from the kitchen making Aura's stomach rumble quite audibly.
"Hungry
are we?" Obi-Wan asked with a smile as Aura nodded.
"I
didn't eat much this morning and now I'm starving," she replied, feeling
her insides quiver as he graced her with another bone melting smile.
"Then
by all means, let's get you fed. I don't want you dropping from exhaustion. At
least, not just yet," he finished in a sexy whisper.
Aura
felt her heart stop at the look in his eyes.
Dear
Lord, how was she supposed to resist him?
He
was the most attractive, compelling man she'd ever met.
Not
to mention that her admiration for him only deepened as she learned more about
the sacrifices he made daily fighting a war that might never end.
"You're
painting me noble again," he sighed as he settled her into a chair,
letting his hands lightly brush across her back as he moved to the other side
of the table.
She
caught her breath at the light touch, trying to concentrate on what she was
saying.
"It's
kind of tough not to think of you as noble after what you told me in our
interview," she offered frankly, watching as he sighed.
"That's
something I was worried about. While I knew I wanted you to do this interview,
I really hoped you would still feel as comfortable with me, see me as you
seemed to at the Senator's press conference the other day," he offered
wryly.
"Comfortable?
As in comfortable enough to professionally interview you, then engage in mental
foreplay with you?" she asked in amusement.
"Exactly,"
he replied with a slight smile. "If you think I'm this noble, heroic
General, you might develop certain expectations about me, and what I
do," he murmured suggestively, emphasizing the last few words.
Aura
stared at him shrewdly for a moment, wondering how to answer his subtle
challenge.
"Whatever
expectations I have about you General Obi-Wan Kenobi, I'm sure you'll surpass
every one of them," she answered softly.
"In
more ways than one Aura," came the soft reply as he locked those
blue-green eyes on hers.
They
continued to stare into each other's eyes until the waitress arrived to take
their order.
Aura
used the short reprieve to drag her eyes away from the man who was slowly
beginning to permeate every fiber of her being.
Whatever
was between them was so strong, it scared her in some ways.
~~~
Don't be afraid of what's between us Aura. Everything happens for a reason. The
fun is in trying to figure it out. ~~~
She
smiled slightly at him as he answered her thought.
Oh
what fun they could have trying to figure out what was between them!
~~~
That's the spirit. I like your thinking my dear. ~~~
~~ I
like my thinking myself. Yours I'm not too sure of. ~~
Her
thought earned her another deep laugh that made her shiver.
The
man was too compelling for his own good.
And
hers.
Telling
her mind to get out of the gutter, at least for the moment, she set about
trying to learn more about the handsome man seated across from her.
This
time, for her own personal reasons.
To her
surprise, Obi-Wan seemed willing to talk about normal things, like what he did
in his spare time, what type of music he listened to, what he did for fun. To
her surprise, they shared many of the same interests and hobbies.
It
was strange to think of this man enjoying the same things she did.
"Why
is it strange? I am just a normal man after all, with the exception of the Jedi
and the General thing," he offered with a shrug as he sipped his
drink.
"Yeah,
pretty little exceptions," she answered wryly as she grabbed a carrot from
their basket of wings and began munching on it.
"Even
General's need to relax, we're only human, most of us," he amended as Aura
burst into laughter.
"That
I believe," she replied, noting how relaxed he seemed. She decided to test
the waters a little, feeling a bit more daring than normal by the ease
of their conversation.
"So,
was that you 'relaxing' the other day at the Senator's press conference?"
she asked almost hesitantly, wondering what she was doing. She
did not need to get into this. But something inside her wouldn't remain quiet.
She wanted to know.
"No,
that was me discovering an intriguing woman standing across the room and
deciding to get to know her better. It was pure pleasure. The last thing I felt
was relaxed," he replied in a low voice, his eyes focused on hers.
Aura
swallowed hard as she read the growing desire in those bluish-green orbs. Her
throat suddenly went dry and she reached for her water, downing the cooling
liquid in several gulps.
Unfortunately,
it did nothing to cool off her rapidly heating body.
"So,
tell me about life as a child. What was Obi-Wan Kenobi like when he was
younger?" she asked, hoping to change the subject.
Obi-Wan
smiled slightly, completely aware of her diversion tactic, but willing to play
along for the moment.
"There's
really not a lot to tell, I did not have a very long childhood since I began my
Jedi training so early," he began, fleshing out a little more of
what he'd told her earlier.
As
she listened, Aura found herself becoming more and more fascinated with the man
sitting across from her. At times he seemed like an eager little boy describing
something he enjoyed, at others like the weight of the world rested on his
shoulders.
She
also found herself opening up to him as well, telling him things about growing
up with a sister and brother in a rather exasperating but loving
family.
She
thought she caught a note of wistfulness in his glance as she mentioned how
close her family was. She'd learned he had a brother, but all he would say was
that they were not close. She felt sorry for him, knowing how important her
family had been to her.
"Don't
feel sorry for me, as I grew and trained in the Jedi arts, Qui-Gon and my
fellow Jedi became my friends and family and they were all I needed," he
offered quietly as their food finally arrived.
"Yes,
but it's not the same," she murmured quietly as he watched her for a
moment, then simply nodded before sending her a wide smile.
"Enough
of this depressing talk, tell me something interesting about yourself.
Something no one else knows," he managed as he helped himself to a
handful of French fries from the basket sitting between them.
"I
don't really know what you want to hear, my life is pretty much an open
book," Aura managed around a mouthful of the chicken sandwich she'd
ordered.
"Come
now, there certainly must be something about Aura Preston that no one knows.
Something, some secret you carry deep within you that you've told no one,"
he whispered conspiratorially, leaning across the table and offering her a
French fry.
Aura
felt her breathing grow shallow as he lifted the fry to her lips. Looking
straight into his eyes, she nibbled at the morsel, drawing it slowly
into her mouth just barely brushing his fingers with her lips while his eyes burned
into hers.
She
barely tasted the food.
Her
heart was pounding too fast to enjoy it.
"What
is your deepest, darkest secret Aura," he whispered again, leaning
slightly closer, his eyes locked on hers.
She swallowed
hard, wondering exactly what to tell the compelling man sitting across from
her.
"Tell
me, you know you want to," he whispered, his fingers lifting another
French fry to her lips.
She
kept her gaze on his, feeling daring as she took the offered bite, this time
wrapping her lips around his fingers and brushing her tongue against
them before drawing back to swallow. She felt a tremor of arousal go through
her body as his eyes darkened and his breathing caught.
Gods,
those eyes staring into hers were doing strange things to her body and her
inhibitions. She suddenly felt a desire to tell this man everything about
herself. Things she couldn't even admit to her best friends.
"You
can trust me, this is you and me now. Not the General and a reporter, this is
Aura and Obi-Wan, getting to know each other. You're safe, so tell me," he
whispered.
Taking
a deep breath, Aura decided to trust him with a least one of her secrets. How
could she not with those hypnotic eyes burning into hers?
"You
have to promise not to laugh, and you can't tell anyone because if you do, my
credibility as a journalist will probably be shot," she managed,
seeing she had his attention.
"Your
secrets are safe with me Aura, trust me," he replied as he sipped his
beer, his eyes never leaving hers.
"Well,
I write novels," she began, halting him as he opened his mouth to speak.
"Romance novels to be more exact," she managed to get out, watching
his eyes widen in surprise.
"Romance
novels? You mean the ones with all the swooning women and airbrushed men on
their covers?" he asked curiously, popping another fry into his mouth
while he waited.
She
blushed.
She
couldn't believe she was going to tell him this.
"Actually,
they're a little more risqu than your average romance novels," she began,
but he cut her off.
"What's
wrong with that? You're a writer with a romantic heart, so you write romantic
stories about fictional characters, big deal," he offered, feeding her
another fry.
She
sighed as she lowered her gaze while she chewed thoughtfully, trying to figure
out how to say this.
"Actually,
let's just say they're not stories people who are faint of heart, or under 18
should read," she finished, taking another bite of her sandwich,
keeping her eyes locked on her plate.
"Ahhh,
you mean what are commonly known as 'bodice rippers'," Obi-Wan offered
matter of factly.
Aura
stared at him wide eyed as he continued to eat, seemingly unaffected by her
words.
"Actually,
I prefer to call them erotic novels," she began, but was cut off again.
"They're
called 'bodice rippers' for a reason, and I find myself intrigued that you, the
consummate professional journalist, writes them. I assume you
use a pseudonym?" he offered with a sly smile, making her wonder just
exactly how he knew so much about erotic novels.
"Yes
I do. And if you ever mention this to anyone, I will personally cut you in half
with your lightsaber," she muttered as Obi-Wan laughed.
"Now
that I would pay money to see, you wielding a lightsaber," he mused,
ignoring the irritated look she sent his way.
"As
I was saying," Aura continued with a huff, "If it got out that I
wrote these type of novels, my career as a hard news journalist would be over.
And while I can't deny I'd rather spend my days writing trashy novels, they
don't pay the rent, at least not yet," she muttered under her breath.
"I
can see it now," Obi-Wan mused as he waved a fry in the air. "Nightly
news producer has secret life as erotic novelist. All the dreams and erotic
desires she can't show at work come out at night when she's alone. Tune in at
11 to see exactly what those dreams and desires are," he teased as she
frowned at him.
"It's
not funny!" she hissed, looking around to see if anyone had noticed his
loud outburst. "It could cost me my job," she whispered, watching as
his eyes softened.
"If
you're so worried about someone finding out, why do you put yourself at risk by
writing?" he asked curiously.
Aura
sighed, knowing it was a reasonable question.
She
just wished she had an answer.
"I
don't know," she finally replied as she picked at her food. "I guess
they're an escape from the hard, cold reality I live in every day," she
finished simply as Obi-Wan nodded.
"You
want someplace to go to where you can be erotically free, be desired, be loved
as you truly wish to be, deep down inside," he murmured in a low voice,
causing her breath to catch.
Aura
swallowed as she realized he'd just hit the nail on the head.
"You
might be right," she offered with a sigh. "But how do you know so
much about me? About what I want, what I desire," she finished softly,
wondering how he'd reply.
"Because
I know you, and lest you forget, I've been on the receiving end of some of
those baser instincts of yours," he teased in a sexy voice as she
blushed.
"You're
not going to let me forget that, are you," she muttered as he laughed.
"Not
a chance. I can still hear you voice in my head, whispering what you wanted me
to do to you, right there in front of the Senator and God knows who else,"
he began, only to be stopped by Aura's harsh whisper.
"Obi-Wan!
Please, we're in a public place! Think of your reputation if not mine, people
would be shocked to hear us talking like this," she hissed as he smiled
and reached for her hand, brushing a lingering kiss across her sensitive skin.
The
touch caused her to tremble as her breathing turned shallow.
"Oh,
how I would like to read one of your bodice rippers. I can only imagine the
fantasy scenes you write," he whispered, keeping hold of her hand.
Aura
sighed as she searched for words.
"You
really would want to read something like that? I mean, you are a man, and
forgive me for stereotyping, but you don't strike me as a 'bodice ripper' type
of guy, at least in your reading choices," she amended with a blush as she
heard his low laughter.
"I
told you, there are things about me you're going to find out that may shock
you. Does it shock you that I might want to read about your deepest,
darkest fantasies and desires?" he asked curiously as he waited for her
reaction.
Aura
wasn't sure how to respond.
"You
really don't find it shocking or degrading that I write erotic novels?"
she asked curiously as his low laughter sent another shiver down her spine.
"Why
should I find it shocking? After all, you are a talented writer. And don't
forget, you were just as active a participant in our little mental
discussion the other day as I was. You were quite creative actually, once you
relaxed and let me inside," he offered, twisting the emphasis on his final
words.
Aura
closed her eyes for a moment as the vivid image of him pounding into her came
to the front of her mind.
She
bit back the moan the vision brought on.
Obi-Wan's
laughter filled the air around her.
"See,
definitely a mind capable of writing naughty words," he whispered softly,
going silent as the waitress approached.
Aura
forced herself to get a grip as she pushed the fantasies to the back of her
head. She was not supposed to be thinking about him like this. He was a
professional interview and she was determined to treat him like one.
~~~
Oh Aura, we're so much more than that. You know it. I know it. The question now
becomes what do we do about it without compromising our ethics? ~~~
The
thought sent a shiver of desire down her spine as she imaged plenty of things
she could do to him, professional ethics or not. Most of them involved getting
him flat on his back, sans clothing, and totally under her command.
His
sharply indrawn breath told her he was reading her thoughts loud and clear.
"What
are we going to do about this?" he suddenly asked, causing Aura to stop
chewing and meet his gaze.
"I
don't know, I honestly don't know," she replied in a whisper, trying not
to gasp as she felt his hand cover hers where it rested on the table.
The feel
of his skin against hers sent a jolt through her body. She tried to remember to
breathe as his thumb gently began stroking the soft skin of her
palm.
"Either
do I. It's not a feeling I'm exactly comfortable with," Obi-Wan responded
honestly, his thumb continuing to move in hypnotic circles against
her skin.
Aura
tried to remember to breathe as she lost herself once again in his eyes.
The
two continued to stare into each other's eyes, oblivious to everything else
around them.
Obi-Wan
finally released her hand as the waitress appeared with the check, his fingers
skimming lightly over her palm once more before withdrawing.
As
he reached for the bill, he waved off Aura's attempt to reach for her wallet.
"It's
on me. You are my guest for the next two days and I intend to treat you
extremely well," he drawled, sending her a wink as he handed the waitress
the right amount of credits.
~~
That's what I'm worried about. Just exactly how well I want you to treat me. ~~
Obi-Wan
laughed as he easily read her thought.
~~~
Trust me, you won't be disappointed. ~~~
The
words were followed by a phantom kiss that left her knees weak.
Aura
knew she must look a fool, staring stupidly into his beautiful eyes, feeling
him kiss her, even though he remained seated an arms length away from her.
~~~
Go with it Aura. Feel it. Enjoy it. Respond to it. ~~~
She
bit back a moan as she felt the kiss deepen, his tongue brushing against her
lips, begging for entrance. With a small sigh, she parted them, moaning softly
as she felt him deepen the kiss, sweeping his tongue around her mouth, drawing
her deeper into him.
It
was almost surreal, to be staring deeply into his eyes across a table, while he
was mentally kissing her senseless. She fought to keep her eyes
open, knowing they were in a public place. It wouldn't do to melt into a puddle
right here and now.
However
it was getting increasingly hard not to moan out loud as his lips thoroughly
ravished hers, even if it was only in her mind.
Then,
as suddenly as the kiss had started, it ended.
She
whimpered slightly at the loss of his lips on hers.
Obi-Wan
was watching her with a slumberous look in his eyes, his chest rising and
falling rapidly as he too struggled for breath.
No
words were needed.
The
kiss, phantom though it might have been, had said it all.
Aura
knew she was in danger of getting in way over her head. Her body was humming
and buzzing, a desire like she'd never known zinging through her system. If his
thoughts could bring her to this state, lord only knew what the reality of his
touch would bring.
She
had to think about this. It was all moving too fast. She was here to interview
him for a story, not jump his bones. She had to remember that.
She
watched Obi-Wan smile as he caught the drift of her thoughts.
"You
cannot fight what the Force means to be," he whispered softly.
She
sighed, finding no words to reply.
"Come
now, I believe you need some time to think things through. And you need a good
night's sleep," he murmured as he rose from his chair and moved over to
help her from her seat.
~~
But how I wish I could share the night with you. ~~
The
thought was almost unbidden as it came to her head. She felt more than saw
Obi-Wan stiffen.
~~~
You are not ready for that yet. When the time is right, we will not be able to deny
what we feel. What is meant to be will be. The time is coming though. It is
inevitable. ~~~
Aura sighed as she let him help her to her feet. Her emotions were starting to
get the best of her and she was truly a mess.
They
were both quiet as they walked back towards the ship, lost in their own
thoughts, but Aura could feel Obi-Wan's gentle mental touch in her mind. She
knew he would give her all the time she needed to figure things out.
Unfortunately,
there wasn't all that much time, since he was due to ship out in several days.
She
sighed, almost reluctant to leave him as they reached the room she would be
staying in. She turned to face him, noting his eyes had turned a stormy teal
color.
"You
will be all right tonight?" he whispered, leaning in much closer than was
proper.
Aura
could only nod, his presence again stealing words and breath from her body.
She
gasped lightly as he reached out and stroked a finger across her cheek, letting
it brush lightly over her lips. She knew they had to be careful, they were in a
very public hallway after all.
But
she really didn't seem to care at the moment.
"Sleep
well," he whispered.
"You
too," was all Aura could get out as she stared into his eyes. She nearly
moaned when he slowly pulled back, as reluctant as she to leave.
"Good
night Aura," he whispered as she somehow found the dexterity to slide open
the door without breaking his gaze.
"Good
night Obi-Wan," she managed, finally turning and slipping inside the room
before she did something really stupid.
As
the door slid shut, she sank back against the cool metal, hoping it would cool
the fire raging through her body.
She
gasped as she felt phantom lips suddenly capture hers in a passionate kiss that
nearly brought her to her knees. She couldn't hold back a moan as the mental
image of the General pressing her against the door and ravishing her formed in
her mind. Her body cried out to him, wishing with everything in her that the
image would become real.
Just
as before, the kiss was suddenly ended.
~~~
Soon my dear. Very soon. Pleasant dreams. ~~~
The
mental words and a final parting brush of lips across hers sent her sinking to
the floor, curling up into a small ball as she let the waves of
desire slowly recede from her body.
This
was going to be a hell of a lot harder than she'd thought.
Sighing,
body still on fire from his kiss, she slowly rose and headed for bed.
She
was going to need whatever sleep she could get to survive another day with
Obi-Wan.
She
only wondered how long it would be before they both crossed the line from
professional to personal.
And
what scared her most was the definite knowledge that the line would be crossed.
The
only question was when.
Sighing,
she sank to the bed and closed her eyes, knowing sleep would be hard in coming
that night.
*********
~~~~~~~~~~
Aura sighed to herself as she listened to yet another report on the status of
the waste and garbage recycling process on the ship. It was probably the most
boring briefing she'd been to yet today.
And
she'd been to plenty.
And the
day wasn't even half over.
"Real
exciting life your General leads," Doug whispered from his position next
to her at the back of the room.
Aura
shot him an annoyed glance as she focused her attention on the General, who
seemed to be listening intently to whatever was being said. She wondered how he
stood these boring meetings, day after day after day.
~~~
Actually, one becomes used to them. I've learned to block out everything except
what is really important. ~~~
Aura
jumped as Obi Wan's words registered in her mind. He'd been doing that
infrequently throughout the three meetings she'd been in with him so far and it
always caught her by surprise.
It
amazed her that he could concentrate on two things at once.
She
settled back into her seat, wondering how much longer the meeting would be. It
wasn't going to be hard to spend little time on detailing the meetings the
General sat through daily.
One
sentence should be enough.
Satisfied
she'd absorbed enough of the General's 'meeting behavior', she let her mind
instead dwell on the picture he made sitting calmly at the head of the table.
He
really did present a commanding presence.
Dressed
completely in black, his attention seemingly focused entirely on the speaker of
the moment, he appeared completely in command of everything around him.
She
felt a slight shiver of desire slide down her spine as she wondered what would
happen if he let go of that control, even for just a moment. The images that
bombarded her mind had her forcing down a blush and a moan.
Aura
jumped in surprise, dragged out of her lustful fantasies as she felt the light
brush of invisible fingers across her neck.
She
swallowed hard as she felt those phantom fingers begin to stroke the nape of
her neck, kneading gently at the muscles there and across to her
shoulders.
She
shot a surprised glance towards Obi-Wan, but wasn't surprised to see his
attention focused on the woman speaking about some other maintenance matter.
She
sank back in her chair as his fingers slowly moved to her collarbone, brushing
lightly against the hollow of her throat, then lower. His touch was
so light, almost skimming her skin, but it was enough to make her bite her lip
to stifle the small cry she felt building in her throat.
She could barely contain another moan as she felt those skillful fingers slip
down to brush the skin at the edge of her V-neck shirt. They teased along the
edges, dipping slightly under the material, then withdrawing quickly.
She
bit her lip as she focused all her attention on keeping a straight face, even
though she wanted to howl at the desire and frustration sweeping over
her body. His fingers continued to tease her sensitive skin, until she thought
she'd go crazy from the sensation.
Aura
sent him a sharp look as she suddenly felt his fingers slide down to the front
clasp of her bra. Obi-Wan's face was completely bland, his attention focused on
the young man speaking next to him.
How
in the world could he stay so focused when she was ready to jump him right then
and there, in front of the entire damn room?
She thought she heard sensual laughter in her head, but all thought was
suddenly and completely obliterated as she felt those wonderful fingers
deftly unclasp her bra.
She
jumped slightly, looking down to make sure this really was only happening in
her mind.
She
breathed a slight sigh of relief to see she looked entirely put together
on the outside.
The
relief was short lived however as she felt him begin to roll her sensitive
nipples between his fingers.
She bit her lip to stifle the moan as her over sensitized skin responded
enthusiastically to his touch. His fingers were working magic on her heated
flesh, drawing her deeper and deeper into the web of desire he was weaving
completely in her mind.
It
felt so incredibly real!
It
was also becoming incredibly noticeable.
She
clenched her hands into fists at her side, pulling the jacket she wore closed
so those around her wouldn't notice the two sharp points jutting
against the thin material of her shirt.
She felt
an electric tingle shoot straight to her center as she noted Obi-Wan's amused
gaze, and for just a moment, the flash of desire burning in
them.
She
nearly moaned out loud as she suddenly felt a hard kiss planted on her lips.
Her world went dizzy as the emotion swamped her as the invisible lips ravished
her mouth while his fingers continued to tug and tease her taunt nipples.
She
was so focused the sensations coursing through her body, she almost missed the
question the General suddenly shot at her.
"Ms.
Preston, being that you are an outside observer, having heard this debate, what
are your thoughts on the waste disposal system?"
She
gulped as his authoritative voice flowed over her already sensitized skin.
It
took a moment for her to realize he, and the rest of the room, were expecting
an answer.
What
in the world was she supposed to say about the waste management system?
Especially
since she hadn't heard a word of the entire meeting, thanks completely to the
man standing at the front of the room, wearing a very
satisfied smile.
Somehow,
she managed to stumble through an answer, praying she didn't sound as rattled
as she felt. She thanked God she could vaguely remember a story Dalia had once
done on waste and sewer systems in the city. She only hoped it in some way,
shape or form related to the conversation.
Obviously
it satisfied those around her for the discussion soon turned to
other topics.
As
the attention finally shifted from her, she shot Obi-Wan an evil look.
She
was going to make him pay for this one!
~~~
I can't wait to see what you have in mind. ~~~
She
gasped under her breath as the thought was sent with another brush of fingers
across her aching breasts.
When
she shot him another glare, he only smiled calmly and proceeded to focus his
attention on the young man now addressing the assembled group.
Taking a deep breath, Aura forced her body to relax, knowing she needed to
appear calm and collected if she were going to get through this meeting without
giving her aroused state away.
And
not be caught off guard again by Obi-Wan's obvious attempts to fluster her.
As
she focused her attention back to the topic at hand, she scribbled notes on her
notepad, hoping she'd end up with something worth reporting.
But
deep inside her mind, she found herself plotting ways to make him pay for his
actions.
And
if the seductive smile he sent her way just then was any indicator, he was
perfectly willing to pay up.
*************
Two hours later found Aura and Doug finishing up interviews with the crew and
others who worked closely with the general. Both were pleased at the sound
they'd gotten, and were avidly discussing how to put everything together.
Aura
smiled as the ideas flowed through her brain. It was a welcome change after the
boring meetings she'd started the day out in.
Of
course, she had had those lovely distractions.
She
sighed, forcing her mind back onto her work, knowing that she was getting
carried away. Something she couldn't afford to do if she were going to remain
professional.
She
might want Obi-Wan Kenobi with everything in her being, but she was not going
to do anything about it.
She
couldn't.
This
was business, not pleasure, and no matter how much she wanted them to, the two
didn't mix.
They
couldn't mix.
She
could also jeopardize both their careers if she actually gave into the desire
that simmered on a slow burn just beneath the surface of her skin.
But
oh how she wanted to give into her desire!
"Do
you both require anything more? I know it hasn't been the most exciting day, but
you wanted to know what I do, and you've seen it."
Aura
jumped as Obi-Wan suddenly appeared at her side, wearing a friendly smile as he
looked questioningly from her to Doug.
"I
think we're good, I'm just going to get a few more shots of the crew and I
should be done," Doug replied with a smile as he began gathering his gear.
"Good.
Feel free to roam the ship as you will. We're making final preparations for our
departure tomorrow, so I suspect you'll find things in a
heightened state of activity for the next few hours," the General replied
as Doug nodded.
"Sounds
good. Aura, you want to come with me?" he asked, sending her a knowing
smile.
She
gulped as Obi-Wan smiled at her.
"Actually
Doug, I think you can handle it on your own, you know what we need to make this
piece sing, we can get together later and figure out what all we've got,"
she began, only to notice Doug blushing.
"Um,
actually Aura, I promised several of the crew I'd go have a late dinner with
them," he offered sheepishly. "But I can change plans if you want to
go over the stuff tonight."
Aura
cut him off with a wave of her hand.
"Don't
worry about it Doug. I trust you. Go have dinner with your friends and we'll
talk on the ride back to the station tomorrow. Have fun," she replied,
sending him a smile.
"Thanks
Aura, I'll talk to you tomorrow then. Don't have too much fun tonight," he
offered in a sly tone, then with a wink, disappeared down the
hallway.
Aura
sighed as she watched him go, mustering up all the control she could as she
prepared herself to turn and meet Obi-Wan's amused gaze.
"Doug
seemed to think you're going to have fun tonight, I wonder what he could have
meant," Obi-Wan offered in a seductive voice, moving slightly
closer to her.
Aura
swallowed as she felt the heat from his body radiating against her skin.
"Um,
actually, I really had just planned to settle in and try to write this
piece," she began, trailing off as he smiled into her eyes.
"How
boring. I must insist you have dinner with me. I can certainly provide you with
much more amusing company that your computer," he offered
suggestively.
She
caught her breath, trying to form a coherent sentence.
"Besides,
it is our final night together, and I'd rather hoped you might spend it with
me," he offered, sending her a sensual look.
Gods
the man knew how to use his eyes to make a woman melt!
With
a sigh, she gave in to the inevitable.
"All
right," she whispered, seeing his smile widen as he stepped away from her.
"Be
ready in about an hour. I'll come for you then," he replied, turning and
striding down the hallway without a backward glance.
Aura
watched him go, wondering what he had planned.
She
gasped as she suddenly felt her body pinned to the wall by an invisible force
as warm lips took hers.
Closing
her eyes, she gave a small moan as his lips ravished hers, unable to move or
breathe.
~~~
This is only the beginning. ~~~
Just
as suddenly as it had happened, Aura felt herself released. She sank to the
floor, her entire body trembling with unfulfilled desire and want.
What
was she getting herself into?
Forcing
her shaky legs to support her weight, she slowly made her way back to her room,
trying to figure out what to do about the impossible situation she was in.
She
only hoped there was an answer.
She
didn't want to think of the alternative.
******
Three hours later Aura was wondering if it wasn't worth it to forget every
journalistic ethic she'd ever learned and simply jump the General's bones.
She
swallowed hard as she looked at his handsome face in the flickering candlelight
of the intimate restaurant he'd taken her to. The gentle glow
seemed to paint his face with shadows, making him look all the more intriguing.
He
was, hands down, the sexiest man she'd ever met in her life.
"See
something you like?"
She
jumped as Obi-Wan's low voice penetrated the sensual daze she was in. Forcing
her mind to focus, she simply smiled and shrugged.
"I
was just thinking that in this light you look even more mysterious," she
replied, watching as his eyes darkened slightly.
"There's
really not much mystery about me," Obi-Wan offered with a slight shrug as
he sipped his drink. "What you see is what you get, in most cases,"
he offered with a devilish wink.
Aura
smiled at him before replying.
"I'm
not so sure about that," she offered, watching as his eyes turned curious.
"Meaning
what?" he asked as he focused his gaze on hers.
"Well,
you're this powerful, respected, at times feared leader. But you hardly ever
talk about your past, or what you did to get here," she began
carefully, not wanting to offend him.
Obi-Wan
sighed and his eyes turned distant.
"The
past is best left there. Too many future events depend on that," he
whispered softly, almost to himself.
Intrigued,
Aura decided to push a little more.
"You
keep talking about these 'future events', what about your past could be so
terrible that you're worried it will damage the future?"
Obi-Wan's
gaze flashed back to hers, something strange in their depths.
"Are
you asking for your story, or for yourself?" he suddenly asked in a low
voice, his eyes serious as they locked on hers.
Aura
returned his gaze, willing him to see she wanted to know about Obi-Wan Kenobi
the man, not the General.
For
herself.
"For
me," she whispered softly, reaching out to lay her hand over his. She felt
a flutter of desire flow through her body as he turned his hand over and linked
their fingers together, lightly stroking her palm.
He
continued to stare at her for a few moments before replying.
"I
was a young boy when I was apprenticed to Jedi Master Qui-Gon Jinn. While he
trained me, we traveled around the galaxy on various missions for the Jedi
Council. One of those missions took us to Naboo where we ended up setting off a
chain of events that would alter the future of the Republic."
Aura
listened in fascination as Obi-Wan told the story of the Jedi's first meeting
with Anakin Skywalker and the events that followed.
As
he talked, Aura noted his eyes changed color as his emotions fluctuated. She
sensed he was still shaken by the events he was telling her. Almost as if the
pain were still fresh.
She
sat up straighter as Obi-Wan's voice suddenly deepened, sounding almost choked
up as he spoke.
"My
Padawan was always anxious to learn the ways of the force, perhaps too anxious.
And I perhaps too cocky in my abilities as his teacher. If I had only noticed
his preoccupation with the darker side of the force, perhaps I could have
prevented the tragedy that followed," he trailed off on a whisper, a look
of pain and despair filling his beautiful eyes.
Aura
felt her own heart ache for him as she watched his struggle for control. She
tightened her grip on his hand, stroking it gently, willing him whatever
comfort and support he seemed to need.
She
caught her breath as he sent her a sad smile.
"What
happened?" she asked quietly, knowing she probably didn't want to know at
all.
He
sighed and focused his attention on some spot behind her as he spoke.
"Anakin
met up with a very powerful Sith Lord named Darth Vader. The two fought and
Anakin was killed," he whispered hoarsely, his eyes shimmering with
remembered pain.
Aura
simply tightened her hand on his, remaining silent, knowing he needed to finish
his story.
"It
was a dark time for the Republic. Corruption and greed were already beginning
to prevail and Darth Vader became one of the most powerful forces behind it.
The few remaining Jedi went into hiding, or were hidden for their own
safety," he trailed off again, obviously remembering another painful
memory.
"But
you escaped, and became a General," she offered quietly, as Obi-Wan
suddenly seemed to return to the present.
He
sighed as he refocused his gaze on her.
"Much
good it did me. I might be able to lead an army, but I wasn't capable of saving
my own Padawan," he whispered harshly, his eyes turning fiery again.
"But
you tried, and that's what matters," Aura stated softly, tightening her
grip on his hand as he shot her a sad look. "You might not have been able
to save one person, but you've saved so many lives. I'm not saying that makes
it worth it, but you have to see the good in what you do, what you're fighting
for," she finished with fervor.
Obi-Wan
stared at her, confusion and pain still obvious in his beautiful eyes.
"But
my folly, my loss of Anakin and the emergence of Vader, has led to most of that
suffering. It is my duty as a General and a Jedi, to right that
wrong. Even though I know I will never be able to," he whispered, his eyes
shifting from hers again.
Aura
sighed, not sure what to say, knowing this was a weight he would bear forever.
"I
don't know what to tell you, but I do know one thing," she offered slowly,
sensing she had his full attention. She squeezed his hand as she continued.
"No
matter how much guilt you bear inside, no matter how bad you feel about your
past mistakes, I know you did what you did for the greater good. I might not
have known you for that long, but I know you'll do whatever it takes to keep
the galaxy and those you love safe now. And that is more than anyone can ask,
even of a Jedi," she finished on a whisper.
She
wondered what he was thinking as he stared intently into her eyes.
She
began to feel slightly uncomfortable as he remained silent, wondering if she'd
offended him by speaking too freely.
She
caught her breath as he suddenly raised her hand to his lips, planting a long
kiss on the soft skin of her palm. Her heart began to beat faster as he then
placed her palm against his cheek and held it there, never breaking her gaze.
"Do
you know how remarkable you are Aura Preston?" he whispered, his eyes
suddenly turning luminous.
Aura
swallowed, feeling a blush rise to her cheeks as his words swept over her.
"I
wouldn't go that far, but I try," she tried to joke, her smile fading as
he placed another heated kiss on her palm.
"No
one has ever made me feel like you do. I felt it the instant I met your eyes
across that room during Palpatine's speech," he replied, stroking her
hand as he stared into her eyes.
She
gulped as his heartfelt words swept over her already sensitized skin. She
couldn't believe he was saying these things to her.
She'd
only known him for a little more than two days.
He
really knew nothing about her or her life in general.
She
knew only the barest details about him.
But
deep inside, what scared her the most, was that she believed him.
Because she felt the same.
"Obi-Wan,"
she began, only to be cut off by another kiss pressed to her palm, this time
the slight brush of his tongue sending a shiver down her spine.
"I
know we haven't known each other that long, I know there's still so much more
to find out about each other, but I can't help how I feel," he whispered.
Aura
looked deep into his eyes as she tried to find a reply.
"I
know. I feel it too," was all she managed as she saw something spark in
his eyes.
She
gasped as she suddenly felt the phantom pressure of his lips on hers.
It
was the strangest sensation. To be sitting across from him, staring deeply into
his eyes, while in her mind, he was kissing her senseless.
She
forced her eyes to remain open, focused on his as the kiss deepened. She could
see Obi-Wan's chest rising and falling rapidly, and knew he was as affected as
she.
She
nearly moaned out loud as his lips suddenly disappeared.
"I
wish beyond all things that I could do that in person," he whispered
hoarsely, between quick breaths.
Aura
fought a tough battle with herself as she looked into his eyes.
"I
wish that too, but you know we can't, because of our jobs and who we are,"
she finally managed to reply, trying to convey with her eyes how much she
wished things could be different.
Obi-Wan
simply sighed and tightened his grip on her hand.
"I
know, it would be very bad for both of us if we were to be found out. But Gods
Aura, how I want you," he managed in a strained voice.
Her
heart leapt to her throat as his words flowed over her like a sensual wave. The
desire burning in his eyes she knew was matched by the flame in
hers.
Everything
inside her was screaming she throw cautions and her career to the wind and lean
over and kiss him desperately.
But
despite it all, the risks were too great.
She
knew Obi-Wan sensed her thoughts as his hand tightened on hers.
"What
are we going to do?" he asked as she looked hopelessly at him.
"I
don't know," she whispered in despair.
He
sighed as he reluctantly released her hand and reached for the check. Placing
the correct amount of credits on the table, he rose and moved to help
her from her chair.
Remaining
silent, the two left the restaurant, walking slowly down the street, breathing
in the soft night air and the scent of each other.
Aura
swallowed in the darkness as she felt his arm slip around her shoulders. She
knew it was so dark that no one would pay any attention to them, and she took
advantage of it, snuggling against his side.
Obi-Wan
pulled her tightly to him as they walked in silence, their steps
slowing as they neared the hanger.
As
they stepped through the door, Obi-Wan reluctantly slipped his arm from her
shoulders, sending her a sad smile.
Nodding
to the few remaining guards on duty, they entered the ship and made their way
down the mostly empty passageways.
Aura
was trying not to think that in just a few hours, she must say good-bye to the
man who'd captured her heart and her soul in such a brief period of time.
It
was so unfair!
She
knew Obi-Wan could sense her rising despair at leaving him, the look he sent
her more telling than a thousand words.
She
was also fighting her desire to throw him against the wall and press her body
fully against his. His scent tantalized her senses, making her fingers
itch to touch his bare skin, to plant kisses across his chest and then lower.
She
heard the sharp exhale of his breath as her thoughts became clear to him.
~~~
How I want that too Aura. To feel your lips against my skin, to feel my hands
on your body. To hear you cry out my name as you fall into oblivion. ~~~
Aura's
knees buckled as the thought wove itself into her mind. She thanked the gods
they'd reached her doorway as she leaned against the wall for
support.
She
managed to drag her gaze up to his, gasping as she read the near frantic desire
reflected there.
~~
What are we going to do? I don't think I can stand not being with you. Touching
you. Hearing you scream my name as I do everything you've dreamed I'll do to
your body. ~~
Obi-Wan
let her hear his moan inside her head as he reached to brush a strand of hair
from her face.
For
a moment, he simply gazed into her eyes, as if he were debating something.
Then
he smiled.
"I
think I have the answer," he whispered, a devilish look shining through
the passion still burning clearly in his bluish-green eyes.
"Don't
keep me waiting," she managed, short of breath as he brushed a finger
across her lips.
"Go
lay down on your bed. Get comfortable. Relax. In about 10 minutes, I'll show
you," he whispered softly.
Aura
simply nodded, lost in his eyes, trusting he knew what he was doing.
Obi-Wan
smiled into her eyes as he raised her hand to his lips and placed another deep
kiss to the sensitive skin.
She
was surprised she found the strength to remain standing as he shot her a look
so hot it could have melted the steel wall behind her.
"Don't
keep me waiting," he mimicked, smiling as he strode down the hall without
a backward glance.
Aura
watched him until he disappeared around the corner.
Finding
the strength from somewhere deep inside, she managed to move into the room,
locking the door behind her. Moving slowly, she finally made it to the bed and
sank onto it in a boneless heap.
She
sighed as she let her body relax, despite the anticipation thrumming through
her veins as she remembered his heated eyes and the feel of his warm lips against
the skin of her hand.
She
shuddered in delight as she imagined what Obi-Wan might have in mind.
Somehow,
she knew this would be a night she'd never forget.
***********
~~~~~~~~~~~
Aura sighed as she relaxed against the soft pillows on the bed.
She'd
taken Obi-Wan's advice and gotten comfortable, changing into the soft
nightshirt she'd brought along. It wasn't the sexiest piece of clothing she
owned, but then again, she hadn't anticipated needing anything sexy while on
the job.
Besides,
this was the most comfortable piece of clothing she owned.
However
tonight, the material seemed extremely abrasive against her sensitized skin.
Her
body was still humming from the brush of Obi-Wan's lips against her hand. The
spot tingled as she lifted that hand to her cheek, surprised not to see a burn
mark marring the skin..
She
could still see his eyes smoldering into hers as his lips lingered there just a
bit longer than was proper.
As
she lifted her arm, the soft cotton of the nightshirt stretched across her
skin, rubbing against the sensitive tips of her breasts. The sensation sent
twin bolts of desire straight to her center.
Almost
without thinking, Aura slid her hands across her breasts, hoping to ease the
ache building there as her mind began to spin fantasies of just how Obi-Wan's
lips would feel on her bare skin.
The
erotic image of him suckling her breasts as his eyes burned into hers made her
give a small moan and shift restlessly against the soft blankets on
the bed. The ache rising in her body was swiftly overpowering all rational
thought.
She
managed to glance over at the clock by the bed, noting only 9 minutes had
passed since Obi-Wan had left her.
What
was he doing?
More
importantly, what was he planning on doing to her?
As
she let her mind wander to what her General might have planned, her hands
almost unconsciously began running up and down her body, stroking lightly
across her breasts and down her stomach, building the ache by slow increments.
Gods
how she wished they could simply forget about their jobs and ethics and give
into the passion ready to burst into flames each time they looked at each
other!
Her
mind filled with images of straddling him, running her hands down his chest,
raking her nails lightly across his skin, feeling him arch beneath her
and moan. She heard his breathing grow rapid as she rubbed her center against
his growing desire, loving the way his hands pulled her hard against him as he
pushed up against her frantically.
She could feel his lips pressed against hers, reveled in the way his tongue
swept inside her mouth to tangle with hers, tasting the rich, deep flavor
that was uniquely his.
~~~
No fair, you're starting without me. ~~~
Aura
gasped at the sudden intrusion of his sensual words in her mind. She shuddered
as his desire washed over her, even as she struggled to concentrate on his
voice, wondering where he was.
She
cast a quick glance at the clock.
~~
You said 10 minutes. By my count, it's been 12. ~~
She
felt his deep chuckle wash over her body, making her shiver with anticipation.
~~~
However am I going to make it up to you? ~~~
She
gasped as invisible lips suddenly captured hers, exactly as she'd so recently
imagined. His tongue took possession of her willing mouth, tangling
with hers as she whimpered against him.
She moaned out loud as she felt strong arms close around her, knowing it was
all in her mind, but here, away from everyone, she let it become real.
~~~
That's it love. I might not be there with you physically, but in our minds, we
are closer than we could ever be in body alone. ~~~
She
sighed as his lips moved down to her throat, nipping and suckling the tender
skin, lingering on her pulse point as she shuddered against him.
Gods,
it all felt so real!
How
could he be doing this to her, simply with his mind?
~~
What are you doing to me? ~~
She
barely had the strength to think the thought, but she managed to, despite the
waves of pleasure swamping her body.
~~~
Just relax and let me in. If I must let you go tomorrow before physically
touching you, I want to leave with the image of you coming apart beneath me in
my mind. ~~~
She
shuddered as she felt invisible but oh so warm hands slide under her
nightshirt, skimming along the sensitive skin of her sides and stomach,
slowly creeping higher.
She
whimpered as she felt the hands bypass her breasts and continue up to her
shoulders, drawing out the ache swiftly spreading through her body.
~~~
Take off your shirt for me love. I want to see you. ~~~
She
obeyed his mental command without thinking, wanting the abrasive material as
far away from her skin and his roving hands as possible. With a quick move, the
nightshirt was pulled over her head and thrown across the room.
She
cried out as she felt his hands suddenly cup her breasts, stroking and
squeezing them gently as his mental voice floated through her mind.
~~~
So beautiful. So sensitive to my touch. ~~~
She
arched her body against his hands, whimpering as she felt him pluck gently at
her nipples, drawing them into hard, tight peaks. She mustered all
the strength she could into her next thought.
~~
Your mouth on me. Please. ~~
She
was rewarded with a mental groan, echoed by her own soft cry as she felt his
mouth close around one aching breast. Her back rose sharply from the bed as in
her mind, she wrapped her arms around his head, drawing him even closer.
~~~
That's it love. Imagine what you're doing to me. Let me see how you want me to
touch you. Let me see how you want to touch me. ~~~
With
a small cry, she concentrated on letting him feel the desire coursing through
her body. She imagined running her fingers through his hair as she
stroked them across the back of his neck. She could literally feel the short
hairs brushing against her hand, hearing his moan as her nails scraped the
sensitive skin at his nape.
She
sighed as she closed her eyes, picturing him actually there beside her in the
bed.
~~~
I am there with you love. Picture me stretched out next to you, holding you
tightly against my body. Feel how much I desire you. ~~~
Aura
gasped as she felt a strong body suddenly pressed against hers, the evidence of
his desire obvious as it pressed against her thigh.
She
wasn't going to open her eyes.
She
wasn't going to question how he was doing this.
All
she was going to do was feel.
She
couldn't hold back a moan as she felt his lips trail from her breasts down to
her stomach as he slid his body down her side. Her whimpers increased as his
fingers trailed a path up her legs, lingering as they reached her inner thighs.
She
held her breath as he stroked the sensitive skin, carefully avoiding the one
place she wanted to feel him most.
~~
Please Obi-Wan. Touch me. Feel how much I want you. ~~
Her
thought was met with a deep mental moan as his fingers finally brushed through
her wiry curls and began to stroke the most sensitive part of her.
Her
hips arched off the bed as one finger slid inside, stroking her in a quick
rhythm that had her gasping and whimpering his name as she arched to
meet each thrust.
~~~
Gods you're so ready for me. You feel so good. I want to be inside you. ~~~
She
moaned as the thought brought to mind the mental image of him pounding into
her, crying out her name with each thrust.
But
not just yet.
She
wanted to drive him as crazy as he was driving her.
She
needed to.
Mustering
up all her strength, she saw herself pushing his hands away, rolling so she was
straddling him, much as she had imagined earlier.
She
could tell the move surprised and delighted him from the way his body arched
against hers.
This
might be all in her mind, but it felt real enough, and that was all that
mattered.
~~~
You catch on quick love. Now catch onto me. ~~~
Aura
smiled at the mental touch, noting the strain in his words as he struggled to
remain in control.
She
smiled in triumph, now giving herself free reign to touch him wherever she
wanted.
She
started at his shoulders, easily able to visualize the strong, toned muscles
under her hands as she caressed them lightly, enjoying the feeling of
his hard flesh against hers.
She
then slid her hands lower, raking her nails across his chest, eliciting a moan
from deep in his throat. She nearly moaned herself as she raked one nail over
his small male nipple, delighting in his gasp as she felt it harden as his hips
pushed up into hers.
~~
Like that, do you? ~~
His
response was the tightening of hands on her hips, drawing her against his rock
hard desire.
~~~
Please Aura, touch me. I need to feel your hands on me. ~~~
Whimpering
at the desire in his thought, she let her hands roam across his stomach,
stroking the soft skin and dipping her finger into his belly button.
She sighed as she heard a tortured moan echo in her head.
Taking
a deep breath, she finally slid her hands lower, slipping them easily beneath
the elastic at his waist.
She
could feel his body tighten and hear his sharp gasp reverberate in her mind as
she cupped him in her palm. She began to stroke him slowly, enjoying the feel
of his warm flesh beneath her palm.
She
gasped, feeling his hips arch against her hands faster and faster, as he grew
harder with each thrust.
~~~
Yes love. Just like that. Gods you feel wonderful! ~~~
Her
desire grew as she felt his body tense beneath hers. She increased her pace, as
he shuddered against her.
She
gasped as she suddenly felt him pull her hands away and with a quick move,
rolled her onto her back.
~~~
Enough! I need to be inside you now Aura. ~~~
She
moaned, barely capable of mustering a reply as she felt his hardness pressed
against her center.
~~
Now. Inside me. I want you Obi-Wan. ~~
Her
mental cry echoed his as he finally thrust home.
Aura
felt her world stop as she felt him pulsing inside her, filling her completely.
Nothing
had ever felt this good.
Nothing
had ever felt this right.
But
she needed more.
~~
More. Please. ~~
With
that thought, she felt him begin to move. Slow and gentle at first, letting her
get used to the feel of him inside her.
Moaning,
she arched against him, hearing his guttural cry as he began to thrust harder,
his hands clamped on her hips, pulling her tightly to him.
Aura
let herself go, feeling nothing but the incredible sensation of him inside her.
~~~
Open your eyes. Look at me. See me taking you. ~~~
She
was powerless to resist his mental command.
With
a Herculean effort, she dragged her heavy lids open, her breath catching as she
found herself gazing into his blazing bluish-green eyes.
She
didn't even stop to wonder how it could be possible.
She
simply felt.
And
in feeling, lost herself in his penetrating gaze.
~~~
Let go love. Let me feel you around me. Let go. Let me in. ~~~
His
sensual words wrapped tightly around her as she felt everything come together
in one crystal clear moment.
She
gasped as he suddenly switched the angle of his thrusts, hitting that one spot
inside her guaranteed to send her soaring over the edge.
She
screamed as the waves of ecstasy crashed over her, his mind wrapped tightly
around hers, letting her feel and experience his passion as well as
her own.
It
was the most incredible experience of her life.
She
heard Obi-Wan's hoarse shout of her name echo through her mind as he tensed,
then released himself into her willing body as he fully released his thoughts
into her mind.
The
passionate desire flooding her mind and body stole her breath and her voice.
All
she could do was feel.
For
the moment, it was more than enough.
For
endless moments, she clenched her muscles around him, reveling in the feel of
his body hard on hers as he shuddered with his own release. When she finally
felt his tremors stop, she pulled him down to her, kissing him gently on the
lips as he pulled away to roll to her side, wrapping her in his arms.
She
knew she'd never felt anything more perfect in her life.
Even
if it had only been in her mind.
She
gasped as her eyes suddenly fluttered open, realizing she was lying sprawled
across her very lonely bed.
Very
naked.
Very
satisfied.
Very
sated.
But
still alone.
She
felt a sudden sense of sadness mix with her contentment as she realized it had
only been a dream.
He
hadn't really been here with her, touching her, loving her.
~~~
But I was love. Look inside yourself, you know I was with you. I will always be
with you. ~~~
She
sighed as his soft words swept over her tired body, relaxing back into the
strong phantom arms that closed tightly around her.
Anything
that felt this real couldn't possibly be a dream.
~~~
It isn't. Believe me love, it isn't. Now rest. I won't leave you. ~~~
The
feeling of warmth and security surrounding her was all encompassing.
And
she was so deliciously tired.
~~~
Sleep love. I'm here. Sleep. ~~~
~~
Don't leave me. ~~
~~~
I won't. I promise. Sleep. ~~~
His
drowsy voice whispered across her mind as she snuggled against him, letting her
head fall to rest lightly against his chest, feeling the steady
beat of his heart against her cheek.
If
it was only in her mind, she was damn well going to savor it.
Feeling
content for the first time in days, she let herself fall into a deep, dreamless
sleep, wrapped safe and secure in his arms.
************
~~~~~~~~~
Aura
moaned as the alarm went off, it's incessant beeping drawing her out of the
loveliest dream.
She
stretched, smiling as she felt her muscles protest, her body still feeling the
after effects of a long night of lovemaking.
Her
eyes shot open at the thought.
She
hadn't dreamed it, had she?
Her
sore muscles seemed to prove it had been real, but then again, it had all been
in her mind, hadn't it?
She
closed her eyes, whimpering as she remembered the feel of Obi-Wan, pounding
into her body, bringing her to a peak she'd never known before.
How
had he made it feel so real? So wonderful?
What
happened now?
She
sighed, feeling a tremor of apprehension as she realized she had no idea what
to say or how to act around him today.
Not
that she'd be around him for long, his ship was leaving within the next few
hours.
The
ache in her chest grew as she suddenly realized how much she'd miss him.
Miss
his smile.
Miss
his compassion.
Miss
the way he could tease her to infuriation, then soothe her with a look.
Miss
the way he could make her scream his name as she gave all her inhibitions over
to him.
Miss
any chance they could have of actually physically engaging in the lustful
activities their minds had so recently indulged in.
She
blushed as she remembered his whispered words and caresses, all designed to
make her forget herself, and any control she might have had.
He'd
succeeded beyond her wildest expectations.
And
it had all been done mentally.
Which,
in a way, solved the problems associated with having a professional
relationship.
After
all, it wasn't like they'd physically slept together. They'd acted out their
passions mentally.
She
could live with that, professionally.
But
personally, she wanted nothing more than to track him down this morning and
proceed to see if he was as mind blowing physically as he was mentally.
The
soft knock on her door startled her into moving. Wincing at the tenderness
between her legs, she reached for the nightshirt lying on the
floor, slipping it over her head and padding to the door.
She
opened it to find a smiling young woman, carrying a tray of food.
"Ms.
Preston? The General sent this for you. He said you'd be needing something
nourishing and restoring before starting the day," the woman
offered with a smile.
Aura
fought down a blush as she took the tray, thanking the woman as she closed the
door.
Setting
the tray down on the small table next to the bed, she smiled to see a full
breakfast of eggs, bacon, toast and a steaming carafe of coffee.
Her
stomach rumbled as the delicious odors wafted to her nose, reminding her that
she had worked up quite an appetite the night before.
She
couldn't help but smile at the fact Obi-Wan was thinking of her.
He
was certainly feeding all her appetites.
The
smile faded as she looked at the clock, realizing she had only a half an hour
to eat and get ready before she and Doug were scheduled to leave.
She
sighed as she made quick work of the food, then headed for the refresher,
wondering how she was going to face him this morning.
As
she stood fixing her hair several minutes later, she couldn't help but wonder
if he'd even mention last night. After all, his mind would certainly
be occupied with the last minute preparations for his departure.
A
hollow feeling settled in her stomach as she looked in the mirror.
Could
she face him and pretend nothing had happened?
But
more importantly, could she forget him?
The
thought brought tears to her eyes.
She
might only have known him for a week, but she knew she didn't want to say
good-bye to him. She wanted to explore where whatever it was they had together
was going.
After
this interview was done.
When
they weren't bound by professionalism and ethics.
When
they were just a man and a woman, attracted to each other, wanting to learn
more about each other.
As
she looked long and hard at herself in the mirror, she admitted the one thing
she'd been trying to ignore since she'd met his eyes across that
conference room.
She
was falling in love with him.
No
matter how foolish, how stupid, how absolutely insane it might seem to fall for
someone you'd known less than a week, she'd gone and done it.
Oh
Gods.
What
did she do now?
More
importantly, how did Obi-Wan feel about everything?
He'd
certainly seemed interested in pursuing something last night. And he had opened
up to her about his past, told her things she knew he hadn't told anyone else.
Not
to mention the mind blowing mental sex.
* I
will be with you always. *
His
words echoed in her head.
Had
he meant them?
She
sighed as a soft knock on her door brought her back to the present. Shoving
down her see-sawing emotions, she took a deep breath and plastered a smile on
her face as she slid the door open.
Her
breath caught as she found herself staring into the most beautiful pair of
bluish-green eyes she'd ever seen.
"May
I come in?"
She
swallowed hard and nodded, unsure what to say now that the moment had arrived.
Obi-Wan
strode into the room, turning to look at her as the door slid shut.
Aura's
heart started pounding as she watched his eyes sweep over her body, lingering
here and there, the heat in those orbs growing.
She
swallowed as she met his gaze full on, giving him her own once over, letting
him see the heat in her eyes as well.
For
what seemed like hours, they simply stared at each other, neither saying a
word.
Finally,
Aura felt nerves get the best of her, knowing she had to say something.
"So,
are you ready to ship out?"
She
cursed herself for saying something so mundane, surprised when Obi-Wan nodded.
"I
think most things are taken care of. But there are a few things I'd like to
resolve before you go," he stated seriously.
She
fought down the dread creeping through her system as she watched his eyes turn
slightly darker. She just knew this was going to be something she didn't want
to hear.
"For
instance, last night," he began, only to stop as she cut him off,
unwilling to let him say the words she didn't want to hear. Better she get
them out before him.
"I
understand. We simply got caught up in the heat of the moment. We both revealed
some emotional things to each other, and the fallout was inevitable. I know you
have a job to do, a job that takes you to the ends of the galaxy regularly. I
don't expect anything, even after last night," she whispered, heart aching
at the words.
When
he remained silent, she finally mustered the courage to look up at him,
wondering what he was thinking.
"Did
last night mean so little to you then?" he asked in a solemn whisper.
How
she wanted to play it off as the 'heat of the moment' reaction!
Especially
since she knew he didn't, couldn't want any relationship from her. He was a
Jedi, a General, and the welfare of the people came before his personal life.
But
the seriousness of his question, and the burning desire she read in his eyes as
he waited for her response left her no other choice than to tell the
truth.
"Last
night meant everything to me. I've never felt that way before, and I know I
never will again," she whispered, letting her gaze fall, unable to
look him in the eye.
She
jumped as she suddenly felt warm fingers lifting her chin.
For
a moment, she was sure they were phantom fingers, until she looked directly up
into Obi-Wan's eyes.
"Last
night was incredible. I shall never forget the way you came apart underneath
me, nor the sound of your voice, crying out my name in ecstasy,"
he whispered, his breath brushing across her skin, sending a wave of goose
bumps down her arm.
"Either
will I," she managed to whisper, unable to draw away from his gaze.For
several minutes, they stayed that way, close enough to touch, but keeping that
slight barrier of distance to maintain some semblance of control.
"What
do you want Aura?" he whispered softly, leaning in to whisper the words
across her ear, still not touching her.
She
shuddered, trying to form a sentence despite the desire racing through her
body. As she debated what to say, she finally opted for the easiest out.
Honesty.
What
did she have to lose?
"I
want more time to get to know you, to figure you out, to get to know the
innermost workings of Obi-Wan Kenobi, the Jedi, the General and most
importantly, the man," she whispered, feeling him sigh against her ear.
He
pulled back slightly, so he was gazing directly into her eyes.
"I
want that too. More than you could ever imagine. But the dangers that knowledge
brings, the dangers a relationship brings," he whispered, his eyes
going unfocused again, the fear in his voice evident.
Aura
sensed there was more to this than he was telling her.
"What
dangers? You mean to our careers? After I'm done with this piece, we'll be free
to get to know each other better, no professional ethics since I won't be
interviewing you," she began, only to hear him sigh and lean his forehead
against hers.
She
sighed, closing her eyes at the contact of his skin on hers.
It
was more incredible than she'd ever dreamed.
"There
are grave dangers approaching the entire galaxy, dangers I may be helpless to
prevent. Especially dangers to those I care for. They are at the
greatest risk, because they are my weaknesses, and weaknesses can be exploited
and hurt," he whispered, sounding almost in agony.
Suddenly,
a glimmer of comprehension struck Aura.
"This
has to do with the Sith Lord, Darth Vader, doesn't it? The one who killed your
Padawan," she murmured gently, feeling him withdraw to gaze
deeply into her eyes.
For
a moment, she thought he'd deny her words, but the pain shining in his eyes
told her she'd hit upon the truth.
"You're
afraid he'll seek revenge on you, and those you love. That's why you're so worried
about exploring any type of a relationship with me, or
anyone for that matter," she trailed off.
Suddenly,
the reason for his 'reclusive' reputation was clear.
"He
is truly evil Aura, so evil it sickens me. The things he has already done to
family and friends, not to mention millions of others across the galaxy,"
he whispered, turning and striding away from her, hands clenched into fists at
his sides.
Aura
felt her heart ache for him, sensing he was being torn apart by his fears and
emotions.
"I
understand your fears, but you can't let them rule you. As a Jedi, you should
know that. As you told me last night, that fear can be turned against
you," she whispered softly, staying where she was, sensing he needed to
process this on his own.
"I
have failed so many people Aura. While I know I've saved thousands more lives,
I can't help but think the ones I've lost could undo all the good I've ever
tried to do. And the thought of losing any more people I care about, people I
love, it's too hard to bear," he whispered, the agony in his voice
breaking Aura's heart.
She
remained silent a few moments, trying to figure out the right words to
say.
Finally,
realizing there were none, she moved towards him, stopping a hairsbreadth away
from his rigid back. Reaching out one hand, she placed it
gently on his shoulder, squeezing lightly, letting him know she was there if he
needed her.
She
wanted to understand, in fact, part of her did understand his reservations.
Another
part wanted to tell him to wake up and realize she could take care of herself.
She
started when one of his hands suddenly reached up to cover hers, his grip
tightening as a sigh wracked his body.
"I
know you can take care of yourself, but against Vader, I fear you wouldn't
stand a chance. I don't know if even I would," he whispered.
Aura
felt a strange sensation sweep over her. Almost as if someone had walked over
her grave.
Or
his.
"You
never know until you try. And lord willing, neither of us will have to,"
she replied, hoping her words penetrated his defenses.
"But
I can't guarantee you that. If we were to get involved in a relationship, if it
were to become common knowledge how much I care for you,"
he whispered softly, still unable to face her.
Aura
swallowed, barely comprehending anything but his last words.
"I
care for you too Obi-Wan, more than I ever have for anyone," she
whispered, pressing her hand against his where it rested on his shoulder.
With
a slow move, Obi-Wan turned, never letting go of her hand. She caught her
breath as he pulled her close to him, staring deeply into her eyes. His own
were ablaze with a passion that took her breath away.
"Gods,
what are you doing to me Aura?" he whispered, unable to stop his fingers
from cupping her face, gently stroking her cheeks as his breath
wafted across her lips.
Aura
fought for words as she felt herself getting lost in those beautiful eyes.
"I
don't know. But you're doing the same thing to me. And I want more," she
managed, knowing she was laying it all on the line, but unable to lie to him.
Obi-Wan
groaned as he rested his forehead against hers.
Aura
shuddered as his breath became shorter as his hands continued to stroke along
her cheeks and chin.
"It
is too dangerous. I won't let you put yourself into such a dangerous position.
Already by association with me, you are at risk," he whispered, his
lips breathing the words across her forehead, sending shivers down her spine.
She
sighed as she tried to form a reply.
"I
work in a dangerous business. Every story we do on the underworld or against a
politician or a Senator for that matter puts us at risk. I'm used
to dealing with it. I'll be careful. We'll be careful," she whispered,
amazed to find herself so determined to get him to agree with her.
He
smiled against her forehead, his hands reaching to cup her neck, drawing her
gaze to his.
"You
are so incredibly optimistic it's scary. And dangerous. I worry about
you," he whispered, leaning in even closer, just barely touching her lips
with his.
"Don't
worry about me. It will be all right. Just say we can explore whatever it is
we've got here. Because I don't want to give it, or you up. Not even if it
means I have to be extra careful going home at night," she breathed, giving
into temptation and letting her arms wrap around his neck.
His
low moan vibrated against her skin.
"How
am I supposed to resist you?" he whispered, inching even closer to her
lips.
"Don't
even try," she breathed back, closing the final gap and bringing her lips
to his.
With
a moan, she let herself dissolve into a puddle of warm goo as his lips moved
frantically over hers, pouring all the pent up passion into this one,
incredible kiss.
She
knew a kiss was as far as it could go between them, at least for the moment.
So
she might as well make the most of the moment.
Moaning
low in her throat, she tightened her arms around his neck, deepening the kiss
as her tongue stroked his. She shuddered as his hands ran up and down her back,
pulling her tightly against him.
For
what seemed like hours, they remained locked in that kiss.
Finally,
desperately needing to breathe, they pulled apart, arms still holding each
other tightly, gazes locked.
"Do
you know how long I've wanted to do that?" Obi-Wan whispered as he again
leaned his forehead against hers.
"Probably
about the same amount of time I have," she replied breathlessly, still
shaking from the power of his kiss.
"Gods,
I wish we had more time," he whispered against her hair as he pulled her
tightly into his arms.
"When
are you coming back?" Aura whispered against his throat, reveling in the
feel of being in his arms at last.
"I
don't know. It could be weeks, even months, one never can tell with these
missions," he replied with a sigh.
"I'll
be here. If you want me to be," she answered, feeling her heart stop as
she waited for his reply.
She
knew she'd just taken a huge risk, but she'd go insane if she didn't get things
straight between them.
She
needed to know if he wanted to see this thing through to the end.
She caught
her breath as Obi-Wan pulled back to meet her gaze. Cupping her cheek, he
kissed her gently, letting her feel all his conflicted emotions.
"I
want you to be here," he replied when he finally pulled back.
She
saw by the look in his eyes that he meant it.
Her
heart suddenly started beating again.
She
sighed in contentment as he pulled her to him again, burying his head in her
hair and breathing her in.
She
wrapped her arms around his back, holding him tightly, never wanting to let him
go.
Obi-Wan
suddenly tensed against her as his comlink sputtered to life.
Pulling
away from her, he muttered a terse reply to whomever had called him, then
turned back to her.
"I
must go," he whispered, trying to convey with his eyes everything they
hadn't been able to say.
Aura
let her eyes reflect the same emotions sweeping through her.
"I'll
walk you out," she replied, getting a smile in reply.
Taking
a deep breath, she followed him to the door, heart aching at knowing he was
leaving her, but rejoicing that he would come back. She gasped in surprise as
he suddenly whirled around and pulled her into his arms as they reached the
door.
She
felt her knees weaken and sagged against him as he again kissed her
passionately.
When
he finally pulled away, he cupped her cheeks, looking deep into her eyes.
"It
won't be easy. And I won't blame you if you aren't waiting when I get
back," he began, but she cut him off by placing a finger against his lips.
"I'll
be waiting. Just make sure you come back to me," she whispered, smiling as
his eyes sparked with desire and something else.
"I
promise Aura. I will return. And then, I will truly show you all I couldn't
last night," he replied, a sparkle in his eyes.
"I
can't wait," she breathed, sighing as he pulled her into one more frantic
kiss.
Finally
parting, Obi-Wan reached out to straighten her hair.
Remaining
silent, he opened the door and proceeded her from the room.
Aura
walked by his side, simply content to bask in his presence, not knowing when
she'd feel it again.
As
they reached the ramp that led down to the docking bay, Aura noted Doug and
several other staff members waving to her cheerfully. She fought down the
impending sadness she could feel at knowing the moment of good-bye had arrived.
Turning
to look into Obi-Wan's eyes, she held out her hand.
"Thank
you so much General Kenobi. I will make sure you get a copy of the piece. I
think it's going to turn out very well," she managed, glad to note
her voice was cool and proper.
Her
eyes however told a different story.
"It
was my pleasure. I hope to see you again," he replied formally, his eyes
sending her a totally different message.
~~~
Be safe. Be careful. I can't stress that enough. ~~~
Aura
smiled at the words in her mind.
~~
You too. Don't take any stupid chances while trying to be a hero. ~~
He
smiled into her eyes.
~~~
Think of me often. And of what I will do to you when I return. ~~~
She
fought down a blush at his words, hearing Doug calling her name.
~~
And what I will do to you. ~~
His eyes
flashed as she felt a gentle brush of fingers across her cheeks.
~~~
May the Force be with you Aura. ~~~
~~
And with you Obi-Wan. ~~
Smiling,
he sent her a mental kiss as she took a deep breath and walked away from him,
determined to keep her emotions in check.
As
she reached Doug, she heard the ramp slowly rising. Turning, she caught one
final look from the General's eyes before the ramp hid him from view.
Her
heart felt a sudden ache as she realized she might never see him again.
~~~
You will. I will be with you always Aura. Always. ~~~
She
smiled as she fought down a lump in her throat, hoping Doug didn't notice her
watery eyes.
~~
As I will be with you Obi-Wan. Always. ~~
She
felt another kiss brushed against her lips, along with a tingle as he sent some
serious mental stimulation surging through her body.
Sending
him her own mental kiss, she stepped back, watching quietly as the huge ship
levitated, turned, then slowly moved out of the hangar. She watched the ship
slowly gain speed, becoming smaller and smaller as it disappeared into the
skies above.
She
knew her heart went with the man in command of it.
"Aura,
hey Aura, you ready?"
Doug's
voice jolted her from her mental thoughts. She turned, forcing back the tears
and giving her photographer a smile.
"I'm
coming," she replied, following him back towards the news van, his words
echoing in her mind.
~~~
I will be with you always. ~~~
She
smiled as she let the mental caress linger in her mind, knowing her General
would return to her.
It
was definitely something to look forward to.
SaraC